joyoyo monkey

2008-09-03T18:36:00.001+08:00

PPL I HAV MIGRATE LOL I MEAN I DID A NEW BLOG WONT BE UPDATING DIS "http://jeanjoyoyo.blogspot.com/" LINK MI PPL DIS BLOG IS VERI HURTFUL NEW BLOG WILL BE BETTER .

2008-09-01T22:55:00.003+08:00

hmmm.... today first day of work
BORING JUN ZZZZ pack pack *yawn*

lol woot.... everything done is given a choice , u can choose to take it or let it go .
y care wad other ppl say ??? at least u DARE TO MAKE A CHOICE ... nt like some ppl :D . nt say in u wakakaka.....
hmmm... jus hope my choice is the rite one wa kakaka... k k tired nites

2008-08-31T14:01:00.000+08:00

ROX ON PPL WA KAKAK I FINALLY GOT MY C902 I SO HAPPI WOOT ... BLACK COLOUR HAHA

2008-08-30T23:07:00.002+08:00

woot kapo this pics lol TPDE ROX BIG TIME

MODERN DANCERS (NT ALL)

the whole dance haha ok nt all lol nt everyone performed ... wif everyone is even bigger

2008-08-30T18:52:00.002+08:00

humans are irritating piece of SHIT . they wil crap out the shit in u argg... y cant the mouth of humans jus shut the fuck up . i realli dun noe wad is their problem .. gossip gossip onli so irritating .... haiz .... y ppl jus cant mind their won business. live in their own world.. dam it . THAT WAS THE WAY HOW HUMAN WAS CREATED I GUESS o.O CHOCOLTAE IS NICE lol sian thought i can get the phone i wann haiz cry cry ... stupid brother took my plan go upgrade zzz......
everything that is over is over , no point lookin back . see wad is in front . bE TRUE TO MYSELF . I LIVE FOR MI AND NT OTHERS. so i realli should nt care wad ppl say and folo where my heart tells mi to.. dis is the real world ppl got nth better to do .. hmm i still feel scared and messed up inside.. guess i realli need quite some time

2008-08-28T09:23:00.003+08:00

zzz i dun noe wad has been goin thought my mind lately... i jus dun noe wad is my heart talkin zzz i dun noe wad am i thinking..i realli feel veri confused ....
stupid com the cookies block alot of website zzzzzzz k exams over . i m happi :D yeah but POM was realli screwed lol so NVM for sup but i hope nt .didnt slp well as usual hate the weather, goin slp in the afternoon :D erm..
everything has a startin and an end . for now .confused and blurr lol tmr teachers' day celebration yeAH 5a1 goes sch be in sch at 8 :D
love ya all woot woot

2008-08-26T17:15:00.005+08:00

i dun noe i veri confused now zzzzzzzzzzz exams over tmr lol :D . i realli dun understand wad runs through in ppl's mind some times ... ppl who are so hard to pleased will always be so hard hearted haiz ... humans

2008-08-25T10:43:00.002+08:00

lol sian day 4 of stress mugging lol dieing le lah lol ... some one cal ambulance lol zzzzzzzz
k stayin at home the whole day again cuz i scare i cant study lol so dun wan go out lol :) hmmm
maybe it isi true ler .... old one dun go , new one dun come wa kakakkaka :D

2008-08-24T12:27:00.004+08:00

yeah lol having a realli hard time tryin to rmb my POM lol ... hope i dun sit for sup paper or nt i sure cry sian ......and best i dun hav enough time to rmb everything lol stress zzz....

my dad is so cute

the mango dessert we ate haha ... we were building something lol jus digging and digging lol

2008-08-23T16:48:00.000+08:00

my mouse is dead lol need to buy new one wa kakaka

2008-08-23T15:15:00.004+08:00

help some one oh no ... i still feel veri mixed up inside zz wad am i doin ,... i cannot care .... exams is coming jus dun hav the freakin mood to study ..i realli feel veri vex ... i wan to jus end my life here lah arhhhh........ i wan to leave ,leave everything . i wan to go some where no worries and no problem ..... my heart and my head cant take it more .... leave leave leave zzzz i veri veri stress .... i dun noe wad i wan.. even if i noe i cant get it ...i realli wan to run run run .... :((( life is so hard to carry on ......sobs.. where r u , wen i needed u so badly .... u will NEVER appear beside mi and lend mi ur shoulder to lie on .... I NOE .... U JUS HATE THE SIGHT OF MI ppl ... i will vanish lol zzzzzzzzzzz magic *alkazam* poof * gone lol

jean lame lah wake up lah girl

2008-08-22T16:10:00.002+08:00

wad am i doin ?? i m still countin omg ... hmmm some ppl are jus plain lucky ,,, mother luck always stand dere so unfair zzzz..... wad can i do maybe , my last life i did a lot of wrong things haiz so i m suffering now :(
still got 2 more paper to go so sian sux sux big time :O zzz sian is kindda sux u noe the kind of feelin . u wan it but cant get it tat kind of feelinzzz..... hmmm
letts see. screwed up half my life goin to screw up the other half. blog is boring and unfun erm... to much stupid dumb memories as a kid erm.. decided to finally grow up and stay single for the rest of my 100 years life. HAHA ... i m jus goin to cont. destroying my life arggg... i should start smoking lol lame jean wad m i doin OH MY GOSH HAVE FUN CLUBING TODAY :D better enjoy urself to the max haha... i noe u will :D dance dance shake shake ..............opps
lol
ok i SERIOUSLY M BORED ai best fren never entertain mi one

2008-08-22T13:25:00.003+08:00

arggg ... exam screwed zzz

i m fuckin pissed wif dis particular person so fucked up lah
seriously lah wad is ur fuckin problem.... i oso never force u argggg

pissed to the core

2008-08-21T11:54:00.010+08:00

Y ARE PPL SO EVIL AND ON PURPOSE TO DO ONE THING ??? the worst creature living in 'humans' argggg...

ok lol yesterday was great , de cuz i never even touch any of my books which is bad lol :(( but nvm today chiong :=) was facebookin woahha....haha wen to central to fetch jun and sindy lol, walked all the way to my hse sindy almost died half way lol , jun i think she noes where is my hse so she keep bluffing herself lol <LMAO> lol yeah so wen to my hse haha .... my room was so stuffy dun now y they can stand it i wan to die inside le . imagine 3 grown girls stuck in a room wif onli 2 fan so HOT.... ok change out go swim

so cold brrr lol swim swim swim until 7 pm :O in between we were being roasted lol :D

still decidin wad to eat cuz they dun wan go CHOM CHOM eat lol i wanna eat prawn mee sobs lol nvm haha so think think then we decided to go airport to eat 'SAKAE SHUSI' we missed 53 cuz i was waiting for a fren to pass mi calculator lol nvm haha i got scolded by jun and sin lol cuz the next bus takes 16 mins and it was 8++pm and we needed 1 hr to go sian diao lol ..... den we travel ooooo den we passed by MR. Syn's hse haha oo lets ask jeremy out :D so i called him lucky he haven eat dinner heng .lol so we waited for him at jun's hse bus stop

I LOVE HIS CAR. ok random ,den we wen up his car jun in front as usual mi and sin behind ... jeremy is goin to slp hahha drive drive drive reached airport yeah YEAH at 855pm fast rite :D got car the advantage arggg . I WAN A DAM CAR

so we reach the place lol eat eat eat lol so FULL at least my $$$ is worth it haha

lol our table was full of food haha look look <<<<<<<<<<<

4 plates of salmon . we ate jer's share

so freakin THE 4 OF US ATE A TOTAL OF 50 PLATES WAKAKAKAK ok

omg so ful dun feel like goin home cuz too full haha so we walked around T2 lol jer bought jelly beans so i wad bored so i took his phone and cam hore wa kakak

was running and takin so is blurr

dis efffect is cool

they goin market [LMAO]

cam horing in his car hahah nt all the pics here :D

red light lol

<<<<<<<QIAN JUN ANT [ LMAOOFR]

nicest piece of all ..

LEAVE URR NAME WEN TAG , CUZ I NOE WHO ARE U ALREADY THAT PERSON THTA TIME

2008-08-20T10:41:00.004+08:00

some ppl are so power they are able to take up and put down so fast , they are nt afraid to get hurt , so envy them . they jus keep trying and they are realli so lucky cuz they will keep having one zzzz so sian lor zzz i wan to be like dem. sian lah ......

econs and ba haha zzz left pom omg i hav been mugging for 2 days haha cannot cont. le lol so sian zzzzzzz i m jus nt the type tat can sit in front of the table and chair and study. i will hav a lot of distraction wakakkaa pathetic jean lol .

hmmm... jun and sindy coming to my hse later to swim wa kakak.... asked feci she is forever so busy zzzz ..... hohoho think i wsanna go play games le wa kakaka i think today will realli be a waste of 1 day like tat sure one wa lalala :)))

2008-08-19T13:12:00.003+08:00

study study doin accounts i almost burnt down my own hse lol so stress omg wen did i become so no life suddenly zzzzzzzzzzzzzz exams faster over lah zzzz after exams still got sem 2 test and exam wa veri sian zzzzz poly everything is like squeeze and squeeze until we cannot breathe
eatin pear haha zzz
found a job for holiday le lol wanna go out, weekends lol i hav dem nicely planned :D dun spoilt my plan ppl i will kill u .... my new nick lol evil mama on the loose u will never noe wad i will do
CURSES. offend mi and u will die :O wa kaaka so lame and evil lol i wan to dance omg z z z z clubbing itch cant find ppl go wif mi lol zzzzzzzzz
sux sux go on and take a bow :))) cant wait for the chalet i organise wa kakak for my class wohooo u roxs wa akkakakaz i am in love wif music :DDD

2008-08-17T23:09:00.005+08:00

why do i feel so weird inside zzzzzzzzzzz..... mixed emotions ......omg i feel tat i'm lieing to myself nvm lah ... life is like dis wad can i do sian exams comin everything jus sux sux sux fuck big time why i'm jealous over anything and anyone arggg.... sux i hate my emotions .... i wan to learn to be a feelingless human .... no commparion NOTHING ... i wan to be heartless zzzzzz LEARN I WILL

2008-08-17T17:45:00.003+08:00

jordin sparks -no air

Tell me how
I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Oooh If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh I'm here alone, don't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I
could make you understand
But how (how) do you (you) expect me (me) to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
[ Chorus ] Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air No air, air
Oh No air, air no No air, air
Oh No air, air
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real (real)
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived I don't know how, but I don't even care
So how (how) do you expect me (me) to live alone with just me (oh) 'Cause my world revolves around you It's so hard for me to breathe
[ Chorus ] Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air (oh, oh, oh, oh) Can't live, can't breathe with no air It's how I feel when i know you ain't there It's no air, no air Got me out here in the water so deep (so deep) Tell me how you gon' be without me (without me) If you ain't here, I just can't breathe It's no air, no air (no air) No air, air Oh No air, air No No air, air Oh No air, air No more It's no air, no air
[ Break ] Oooh baby oh it's no air, no air. Ay! No air. Oh.

2008-08-16T22:24:00.005+08:00

frens means more den anything now to mi . wen u need dem they are dere for mi to accompany mi and bring mi through darkness ........ frens can be found everywhere

but TRUE AND REAL FRENS ARE HARD TO FIND jun u rox my life totally thought we quarrel alot worst den couple but we always forgive each other . u were always dere for mi tooo wa kakkaka .cheering mi up and making mi positive heheh. i think we make a perfect match lol kidding ... i dun noe wad wil my world be without u :D

lets go shopping wa ahha

haha jus for u girl :D u rox my life inside out :S

2008-08-14T14:57:00.001+08:00

life kindda sux being single sian lor gotta get used to it in years to come :(((
exams is like nest week and i m still playing lol slping omg i dun way i like to slp alot suddenly wa kakakak

2008-08-13T12:03:00.001+08:00

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothings ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear
The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain Your games You're insecure
You love me you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks when you act like them
Just know it hurtsI want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you
It's awkward and silent as I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now is your sincere apology
When you mean it I'll believe it
If you text it I'll delete it Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
Your taking seven steps here
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain
Your games
You're insecure
You love me you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks when you act like them
Just know it hurtsI want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you
Compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like
The 7 things I like about you
Your hair
Your eyes
Your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both
I'll have to buyYour hands in mine when we're intertwined
Everything's alright I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do, ohOohhhh oooooooooohhh...

heart breaks

2008-08-13T10:07:00.001+08:00

FORGIVE AND FORGET FORGIVE AND FORGET FORGIVE AND FORGET FORGIVE AND FORGET FORGIVE AND FORGET FORGIVE AND FORGET FORGIVE AND FORGET FORGIVE AND FORGET FORGIVE AND FORGET FORGIVE AND FORGET FORGIVE AND FORGET
da ren you da liang lolzzz
tryin my veri best

2008-08-13T10:07:00.000+08:00

2008-08-11T16:24:00.005+08:00

SOME PPL GOT NO BALLS wan to scold ppl but dun dare put name nt SHY .HUM CI dis kind of ppl can go dig a hole in the ground and cont. scolding ppl . since u dun wan to be known
pls lah u think i like u arh ...I HATE U TOO... thx for hating mi cuz i think u sux too and thx for putting an effort to hate mi :D

2008-08-10T15:12:00.001+08:00

i feel so depress all of a sudden , cant be because of the rain arggg..... sian hate my life lah zzz i jus wan to stay happy forever so simple oso cannot fulfilled arggg i m such a failure

2008-08-10T12:44:00.001+08:00

LOVE KNOWS NO LIMIT
TRUE FRIENDSHIP LAST A LIFE TIME

2008-08-10T12:11:00.004+08:00

yeah nationall day was great lol wen to lots of placeS JEREMY THX ALOT AND UR CAR HAHA tat i saw ba bo lol yesterday was great lah lol shop and drink wa kakaka pictures

sindy and mi cam horing

kisses for my dear

at cotton on wen jun tryin clothes

sry mei jia haha one onli lol (fren fren ma)

inside his car

2008-08-09T10:55:00.003+08:00

i realli hate my internet blocker zzz it realli block alot of things
zzzzzzzzzz

hmm HAPPI NATIONAL DAY lol 43 years old le singapore and is still moving on wohoo....all the the to team singapore at the bejing....

ok hmmm today got nite activity sia lol i love my frens alot alot alot lol frens are more impt than to hav a boyfren haha i feel lol i hav woke up yeahzzz

I LOVE jun, feci , sindy ,eve, qy, ya hui , esther , avinder,yeng2, claire ,ade ,isa,my sch clique,you ying ,sarah ,jia ying , grace ,yeah .... kelvin ,song,gor. wa hahaha still got mani mani more lol lazy to put all down haha i

i m goin to make full use of my time
WAD IS MINE WILL ALWAYS BE MINE , NT FATED LET IT GO , cuz i will onli hurt myself in the end

2008-08-07T22:01:00.001+08:00

take a bow ppl haha
everything is put behind mi already lol ready to stand up and carry on in life yeah i m great :)
cant to lovers , at least we can be BEST FRENS :) LOVE YA BESTIES

2008-08-07T09:13:00.000+08:00

as usual not listening in csa class lol .... wohoo lol exams is like in 2 weeks time and here i m playing still omg i tell u ,if i retain i would proberly appear in the newspaper lol
,yesterday i was realli happi althought it was quite bo liao lol i bet sindy would hav been half dead lol wen she reached home lol she noti pon sch lol den came to meet mi lol.
we wen to find feci lol she so blurr lah she jus walked pass us like as thought mi n sindy is transparent lol cute lor, lol we accompanied her to lunch den cam hore in the food court lol zzzz den wen to airport to find jun, lol mi and sindy haha like first time jus the two of us go out lol so cool lah, lol wen all the way to t3 lol as jun is workin lol wen to find here during her break lo,l so cool too lah lol airport is so BIG and EMPTY lol i wan to be air steward lol so cool lol can travel around the world OMG, got nth better in life to do lol i wan top make use of all the time i hav lol . yeah so ya 730 lol time to go home lol for sindy lol nt mi lol i wen to serangoon garden's ICE3 to find qiao yi , evelyn and ya hui lol . qiao yi treat us eat ice cream lol so cool we chatted and waited for her to end her work lol ... now i hav all the time in the world wa kakakakak ok that was my day for yesterday lol fun lol and cool cuz i meet 6 ppl in a row in one day lol , i didnt think bout any thing tat was the whole point wa hahahahah i got frens that love mi :)

I LOVE MY LIFE IT ROX WA HAHAHA

2008-08-06T00:11:00.000+08:00

everything that ends will always hav a new begining ....
what goes around comes around god is fair .........
old one dun go ,new one dun come ......
memories are jus memories , new memories can be made
dun make life differcult for myself , look more open be more positive . life have adventure for mi to explore maybe i'm still young dun worry :) even if i'm fated to be single so be it . time time heals every wound but if i can let go is another thing . i guess i realli need alot ALOT OF TIME durin together sadness fills mi ,now that it is over sadness still never leaves mi am i realli fated to stay in darkness and sadness for ever... i may be selfish but i jus dun wan u too go wif others ...i noe i'm selfish . it realli hurts to even think bout it . i dun noe dis is jus a beginning and i'm already goin to die can u imagine if it is the end ??? i would be dead. hurts veri deeply i wonder wen will it stop ... i dun wan to wait but i cant help it it hurts hurts HURTS ALOT some reasons u might nt noe, some reasons i might nt noe .
HATED LEAD MI BY THE NOSE . i will hate certain ppl all the way and thx tat person for being so evil mama..lol
once is gone no lookin back unless the action is regreted but i doubt so . i will wait ,i noe u will ask mi nt too, but i seriously cant help it... time will tell but i can CONFIRM u will nt be totally gone .. thats wat i hate bout myself .' wo fang bu xia' useless and dumb humf ... guess that is jean for u so dun forget mi bestfren, i will always be here for u .ur one and onli girl best fren haha so honoured lol .. if u will even read my blog den say lolz life feels so empty suddenly

2008-08-05T20:15:00.000+08:00

i feel like something is stucked in my troat and it won come out so uncomfortable. sch sux i mean everything jus sux tryin to overcome it hai everything is jus too sudden . nt prepared i guess. now i'm all alone standin in the crowd searchin but dreaming at the same time
tel mi im hopeless zzzzzzzzzzzz

pls dun leave mi any tag thx ppl haha

EVIL MAMA LOL

2008-08-05T01:49:00.000+08:00

HAHA THE STORY HAS ENDED
LIKE FINALLY NO MORE sadness in my life :))))
I M FREE
hav to go find my life back ..... hmmm sad is sad but everything is over no point to regret ... carry on in life wa haha i m still mi . at least i feel happpi now no more emo jean wa kakakakaka......
take cares ............ the story ends here ,i will nt noe wad the future holds ...... maybe i will still miss u , maybe who noes .ITS MY BLOG... life is goin to be quite empty now hav to learn to get used to it .....i jus realli hope i will nt see wad i dun wan to see :(((( arggggg ...... stress stress sian sian lol zzzzzzzzzz nvm lah fren fren lol haha

wa kakakaka so slpy lol nites ppl :O

2008-08-04T21:51:00.000+08:00

mileys cyrus 7 things i hate about u
i love dis part . 'THE THING I HATE IS MOST IS' 'U MAKE MI LOVE U ' haha so sweet lor lol hooo.... sian sian i m currently in depression mood lol so dun pissed mi u will get scolded for no reason haha

lol 1 month and 1 week and still counting hmmm wad does it mean lol go figure out wa kaka haiz 2 more weeks of sch and all the stress is comin again hate it can i gib up all the stress and jus gib up in life lol i cant take stress anymore lol i scare i will burst one day :(
i dun care, i dun wan bother lol the mouth and the heart says a different version which do i listen to ???? argggg i feel so mixed up inside lol messy come pack for mi someone lol

2008-08-04T18:59:00.000+08:00

i got heart ach lol stomach bloated

2008-08-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

hmmm tmr morning hav to go sch to do econs presetation lol sian
den go for check up haha so gonna find my way to the hosipital lol at ikea haha long way long way lol lucky boyfren goin wif mi won be alone haha phew can get lost together lol hmmm sian better go slp i jus wasted my weekends never study and do anything other den rot argggg hate weekends to the max

2008-08-03T20:02:00.001+08:00

cheapstake fuc*** bitch
f**** face
lol i m so violent wa hahah sry sry

2008-08-02T22:15:00.000+08:00

lol i think it is time to change my name lol ... to random / lame jean lol

hahahaha ok ok ooi realli so bo liao until like tat lol

2008-08-02T17:28:00.001+08:00

2 8 2008 sat

national preview later can see fighter jet and fireworks

493 post haha tel mi i m bo liao lol yeah dad goin to bring mi to eat pizza tonight lol yeah yeah cant wait lol cheezezzzz lol i love
hmmm stupid maple dun let my dl to play zzzz den i surf my com until veri bored le zzzzzzzz sian sian lol i wan play maple la... lol hmmmmm ok
like 2 and a half more weeks to exams oh no stress lah i still dun hav the mood to take lol zzz i cannot take subpaper no no no lol

2008-08-01T22:34:00.001+08:00

lol lookin at blog skin lol i wannna change again
haha so bored lol today is sat i dun wan to study argggggg ..... i dun wan to study but i scare exams lol omg i m so dotz haha yeah lol maybe later lor lol :S

2008-08-01T13:55:00.000+08:00

boring and unhappening i dun wan to type le lah zzzz waste time argggg.... stomach ach lol long long den update lah zzzzzzzzz

2008-07-31T00:04:00.000+08:00

30072008

have u ever wondered wad the future holds? wad the future brings? wad will happen to u wen u are like 20, 30, 40 etc ? i onli noe that life enjoys making fun of ppl .
hmmm..... worry bout now first lol had a great time at dance today yeah lol
i jus feel my blog is getting more and more lonely that i jus dun wan to waste time le lol
yeah now doin my econs project lol pathertic haha zzzz. i dun noe lah i jus feel so stressed up to the brim. That i realli feel like jus killing any one that steps in my way. haiz emo and unemo.
i veri nice to bully is it dun say anything onli ppl will jus cont. to say n say . nth to say back so jus keep quiet lor i oso got no back mountain to help mi. hmmm.... i can onli store and store and burst at the end jus dun noe wen the end will come wait lor hmmm.... wad can i do, wad can i say am i seriously so irritatin?? so unlovable?? so wad lol hmmm i wonder lol i jus wan to be perfect i am freakin tryin but i cant seem to do it. my brain works so slow worst than a snail lol i am gettin worst day by day i can sense the emotion in mi . i m afriad i will nt be able to control it haha ok i m lam lol zzzzzz
but i realli wan to give up on myself already i feel veri tired to study , to care , to bother bout anything . i realli veri scare scare i worry alot but i cant help it i wan to be A POSITIVE person i ;m realli tryin veri hard but everytime i see somethings that will demoralized mi i totally become negative haiz ...... so hard so hard everytime wen i m tryin to stand up someone or something will push mi and make mi fall. i jus hope the people in my life will stay and never leave mi i dun wan to be left standing alone. some regrets can be made to unregrets as in it can be fix

ok done emoin lol haha tmr is a new day look ahead to new things and happening ...

2008-07-30T13:36:00.001+08:00

hmmmm.... haiz sudden moodyness omg tat is bad lol argg....

2008-07-29T19:58:00.000+08:00

tired lol and hot haha tonight goin to burn mid nite oil zzz mus finish my project and my presentation and i still got time to blog lol power hahahazzzz

CHENG YU IS EVIL MAN and gordon is his accomplise lol zzz haha i m goin to get scolded lol :D hahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha

2008-07-29T09:13:00.001+08:00

lol 29 07 2008

arggg pimple getting worst and better lol zzzz sian sian yesterday wen to see rp vs tp lol rp nt bad lah lol they way they play but they play until tired lol

notice the ball in the rink

gordon jump lol so high hahaha

yeah lol TP WON THE POlite lol nt bad nt bad lol

so tired hahaha

stupid cheng yu :O

2008-07-27T18:29:00.001+08:00

BORING
\my weekends jus sux

2008-07-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

i feel so useless and helpless i cant seek help from no one
i feel so dejected and down i cant seek comfort
i feel so lousy and super down i cant seek happiness
i wan be to wad i used to be happi and bubbly
i jus wan to be the HAPPY GO LUCKY JEAN
i'm jus too tired to care i dun wan to care i jus LET NATURE LEAD MI ANYTHING LEAD MI JUS DUN LEAD MI TO DIE CAN LE

STRESS STRESS STRESS crys

2008-07-26T21:13:00.000+08:00

u make my blood boil pls go away before i burn u AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
i dun noe wad to do i tired tired tired to care le lah arggggggggggangry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry I JUS FEEL SO PISSED PISSED PISSED DAM IT

2008-07-25T23:07:00.000+08:00

25 07 2008

TEL MI WD IS THE MORE DEPRSSING, WEN U HAVE A CONCENT NO ONE (nt even ur family and ur frens ) ATTEND NVM. NT EVEN A 'GOODLUCK' 'ALL THE BEST ' 'JYJY' message OSO DUN HAV. after the whole dance i felt super demorialized, everyone wen off stage to meet their fren MI i was on stage cryin cuz i realli felt so lonely zzzzzzzz so demoralized so haiz ........

NVM life's TPDE CONCERT WAS fun lol,

dis is onli part of tpde lol but is my item the dancers hahahaha.

i m never goin to take pictures, again i look so ugly arggg.

i screwed my POM presentation today .i was speakin half way and i wen out of voice so 'ma lu' lol. zzzzz but nvm lah haha

tmr got comm skills test better go study :)
to "gor gor"
haha happi aniversary haha :):X

2008-07-25T08:50:00.000+08:00

dis is my emo blog hahah zzzzz sian ..... tonight got performance zzzzzzzz tired tired tmr still got test even more tired zzzz short and sweet lol

2008-07-24T00:25:00.000+08:00

dance 2 days in a row lol make it 4
haha eatin bread now lol and it is 1230 omg tmr got presentation at 9am lol die die .....

2008-07-23T11:58:00.000+08:00

23 07 2008 wed

haiz exams is in one month time zzzzzzzz sian lor i will try to study if i cannot pass or i realli fail even after i take my sub paper oso nt my fault wa cuz i tried already it is jus nt my subjects lah lol zzzz sian lor zzzzzzzzzz exma exam i totally dun understand any thing in my notes crys

2008-07-22T12:56:00.001+08:00

sian sian did i do something wrong again omg lolzzzzzzzzzzzz haiz so suffering to be sick dam it lol y my life like tat one veri sian leh

2008-07-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

212072008

omg missed gordon's match today lol it's ok

omg i am freakin SICK sick sick flu i wan slp slp slp cuz of the stupid weather omg today;s BA test realli sux sux i m so tired my eyes were closing lol and i didnt balance so nvm lol haha

2008-07-20T15:48:00.000+08:00

wads wif the weather sia keep black black one rain rain rain dun rain lah rain oso nt cold one after tat hot like oven so irritating zzzzzzzzzzz later goin bugis wif my family to buy my dance clothes
haha my dad is goin to kill mi i wan to shop shop shop he dun wan let mi shop jus because he thinks ,my cupboard got so mani clothes but actual fact none.lol arhhhhhh...... i mus save $$ haha i wan buy lots lots of things lol

2008-07-20T11:14:00.000+08:00

18 08 2008 sunday

473 post lol aot sia lol z zz zprojects omg i wan die le lol zzzzzzzzz
gordon breathe in breathe out lol dun irritated lol bored bored no maple

2008-07-19T20:47:00.001+08:00

it is jus mi alone at home on a cold sat nite watching channel 8 and blogging slpin anithing . i skipped dinner too ful dun feel like eatin hmm... omg i realli loner lah haiz my msn list is almost empty as in nt much ppl online parents wen out for dinner zzz bored and sian sian ......

2008-07-19T16:58:00.000+08:00

i dun noe i dun neo i dun noe i m veri confused stop forcing mi lah zzzz stupid dumb ppls lol hmmm...... guess i will never make a decision haha all the best lol leave mi out i dun wan to noe, lol i dun wan to see, i dun wan to care , er i dun wan (fulstop) lol jus blooging to let out some stress haha my frens all too busy to entertain mi zzz dis is call SELF - ENTERTAINMENT LOL
ok onli ppl like mi is so bo liao lol zzzz

omg yesterday the 10 pm channel 'u' show is veri nice lol is veri sad oso lah

dis girl she is veri lonly as her mother keep workin and workin but her mother will gib her alot of $$ so she found herself a 'bestfren' so she nt lonely anymore lol and she oso got a 'boyfren' yup . her bestfren boobs are at least a 'd' or 'c' as in is realli huge lah lol ok den the girl wanted to go for plastic surgury to enlarged it lol because her stupid so called 'boyfren' like girls wif super super huge boobs tipical lol so she wen to make from 'a' to 'd' successful

than one day so "luckily" she caught her 'boyfren' wif her 'best fren' on bed wad they doin i dun need to say lol ya that was like the end of her life of her the feeling being betrayed by both the ppl so close to her ya . and the first person tat came into her mind was her mum but she was too busy meetin . that was how the girl ended her life haiz ....... so sad because of the guy she wen to FAKE her boobs and kill herself because she couldnt take it but she veri poor thing haiz
THIS IS LIFE she is pretty lah haiz haiz so depressing

if is mi haha maybe same picture lol nt kill but torture lol ok haha k k bye

2008-07-18T20:08:00.000+08:00

I GIVE UP I GIVE UP I TOTALLY GIVE UP EVERYTHING IN LIFE FUCK IT
SO STRESS SO ARGGGGGGG ... HELP MI

2008-07-18T13:50:00.001+08:00

ROAR I M PISSED OFF

2008-07-18T13:50:00.000+08:00

ROAR I M PISSED OFF

2008-07-18T13:10:00.000+08:00

FUCK FISH FOOD FED UP FFF FLOWER....... FOOL lol
lame lol i m so full stomach veri pain hahaha so irritated in sch lol i m cuurrently in my sch library dieing lol zzzz

yesterday wen to watch gorsssssssss play bb haha as usual i wan goin crazy lol wa so man lol ok dotz hahah den see tp vs ite win by 1 points lol so power lah evelyn and gwen was dieing half way lol they were both so so so so so tired lol yeah ......

missed lecture in the morning lol purposly lol haha lazy to wake up lol sad sad my rabbit's gone :(
smile ppl lol everyday is a BRAND NEW DAY new things happen it will be good wa hahahah k k byes

2008-07-17T12:46:00.000+08:00

17 07 2008

bye bye fuzzy i realli hope u will hav a great life ahead now tat u r gone from my side , i jus wish the next owner will nt torture u

i will love u lots :D sry i cant look after u well ;(.....

2008-07-17T09:18:00.001+08:00

i m feeling tired and down wa hahahah zzzzzzzzzzzz sian lor later goin hm lol den go RP wa hahaha go find gor gor lol he got bb match yeah today is rp vs sp lol jia you rp go go go lol

2008-07-16T11:10:00.000+08:00

16 07 2008 wed

hmmm got sch at 1 lol so lazy to go sch lah zzz but still hav to go omg haha zzzz ...

am i realli so nt "trustworthy" zzzz hmmm guess i m nt nvm lah wad do i wan more
i realli dun like my life lah , i dun noe how to be a human a proper human . open my mouth oso piss ppl off close oso piss ppl off haiz dun u jus think dis kind of person realli veri hard to be ???24hrs 7 days oso sure got ppl scold mi one .. no one day i can hav a peaceful day ... all i do is think think how nt to piss ppl haha eff lah zzzz
i can jus effing off and die le lah haiz ... so sian so sux so omg . haiz mi my life jus sux so no life i live my life being led by the nose i dun hav my own decision n i never will haha zzz i hate oral presentation lah i wan run away from everything EVERYTHING crys crys i jus dun like dun like dun like dun like my life (FULSTOP) arg.... kill mi omg OMG WAD IS WRONG WIF MI all i wan is to live my life happy eveyday HAPPY OSO SO HARD .. i pass everyday wif a sad face is veri painful ..... i mean hu wan lol everyone oso got their own problems everyone oso wan to live life happy without worry haha nvm lah all dis is 'FATED' live each day count each day lol

LET NATURE TAKES IT COURSE LOL NT POINT FORCING THE LIFE TO GO DIS WAY WAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH zzzzzzz

gordon lol muacks lol lame

2008-07-14T18:43:00.000+08:00

too depress for any up date hahah :((

2008-07-13T09:58:00.001+08:00

i m scares i m scare things will turn out bad :((((( scare scare i dun noe how i will take it sobs lol

2008-07-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

hmm nt feelin veri good rite now haha lookin for ppl to go out wif mi on sunday lol cuz some ppl cannot make it zzz sian lor zzz

do u still care ??? i hang up the phone cuz i was pissed dun tel mi i dun sound pissed omg nvm go hav fun wa hahah

wad am i goin do wad m i goin do best friend lol zzzz i feel so dumb and used lah fuck .... i dun noe wad is wrong wif my life lah ... no one care no one bother lah zzzzz today is sat I GOT USED BY 3 PPL omg

tel mi hu is fuckin dumb MI JEAN HO haiz wad can i say ?? stupid ma so naive believe wad ppl ... i should realli find lots lots ok things to do lah zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

jean jean jean cheer up u r nt alone lol u still got mi jean lol zzz ok i m losing it lol

2008-07-12T17:04:00.000+08:00

120702008 sat

haha i m now in sch and i m super bored till i m playin maple and stoning lol zzz sux sux lol i wanna be a lucky girl argg.... see them i so jealous lah haiz .. i feel so down lah zzz omg nvm nvm nvm life life life i wan go TOILET bye :(((( ppl can never be satisfided wif wad they hav i guess :D i jus realized it with the ppl round mi all their complains and saying and wad ever lol ... they say it in front mi makes mi feel so down lah zzzz sometimes ppl say thing they dun noe how to see the surrounding lah zzzzzzzzzzzzz

2008-07-11T19:53:00.001+08:00

11072008 friday

dis is the nicest pic ever :D

:D lol today was super fun wa hahazzz i pon POM lecture wa hahaz wen to orchard wif avinder , ade , yeng2 lol yeah lol took lots of pics :d

the TOILET IN DFS omg

MAgic mirror effect lol we were jus takin pic outside the shop lah lol

haha dey r goin kill mi

OMG I WAN THE HEELS FROM CHARLES AND KEITH

MAGIC MIRROR (WAD AVINDER SAYS lol )back to sch zzzz

jus wanna post dis for fun lol so nice wa hahaha

2008-07-10T17:26:00.000+08:00

arggg i feel so stress durin my project meetin ..i totally got pissed off by a 'human' fish dun appear in my life lah i dun welcome u so pissed lah cant the 'human' jus keep its insulting comments to itself... feak omg i veri arggg... haiz haiz maybe tat is wad life is bout ???

Y mus ppl be so realistic and materialistic dam it
i dun wan to be like my poly frens i wan to be jean myself and i like it tat way so too bad lol dotz
i wonder if my life can turn out to be like wad i wan since young to be successful in everything haha i realize i think alot alot alto ALOT I MEAN lol i think wen i slp , bath , eat , watch tv , play game , study , out wif any one lol lame rite i never let my mind rest :(( poor brain... lol

oh well it is mi wa hahaha
the onli ppl in my life tat is impt to mi : daddy , mummy , ron ron , gordon , jun , you ying , esther ,kelvin ,jia ying , sarah , grace , fec , sindy lol still hav hahaha haiz my super close frens is realli limited zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz and will always be
turn too wen i m down and lonely but they seems so far away from mi . in sch i realli feel like a loner zzz pathetic mi lol yeah yeah nvm i hav to learn to be independent it is nt tat bad lol :D yeah .....

friends come and go but never will the true and worthy ones :D hahahahaahahha

2008-07-09T20:20:00.000+08:00

i pressed my phone button

stare at the screen sian sian sian zzzz

;(

2008-07-09T19:55:00.001+08:00

nt feelin veri good sobs :((((

2008-07-09T16:46:00.000+08:00

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
so bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
and I've been waiting for you all of my life
Nobody wants to be lonely so why
Why don't you let me love you???

N O ONE IS PERFECT everyone has their faws and pros lol

2008-07-09T00:33:00.001+08:00

09072008 tue

haha today is soooo freakin tiring lol i was in sch from 9 am to 1030pm omg worst day sia lol zzz stress lol i am freakin addicted to 'the sims 2' the strange town haha so fun lar lol zzz today my lecture i totally never listen i was jus playin and playin lol yeah lol yeah and turtorial after tat jus sux as usual lol had dance from 8 to 1030 lol and i think it didnt realli go well for mi is like i go for the dance and dere will be a vetting next week and if u r nt good u get kicked out like WAD LAH so angry if i realli get kicked out i would proberly quit dance lol no point wad since they onli wan pro dancer haha zzzz sian lor tmr dance training cancel good is good, bad is bad lol haha yup :) sian lor lol came hm haha saw gor gor at his hse bus stop wa hahahaha ok i noe i veri bo liao lol but i cant help it lol yeah :D lol HUNGRY wa kakaka omg i look fuckin gross lol look LOOK JUS LOOK omg DRUNK ppl like JEAN can never talk pic cuz the pic will be spoilt lol i m the spoilter in the picture ISNT IT OBVIOUS omg omg omg omg UGLY

my face jus became low again lol ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

2008-07-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

I M DEPRESS OMG

2008-07-07T19:48:00.001+08:00

Dreams are jus wat u think if dream realli do happen to u , u are a realli lucky person

D ... reams
R ...eality
E ... xciting
A ... mbitious
M ... aybe it will happen

haha yeah hmmm..... dreams dreams hmmm.... gordon u arh... haiz :(

2008-07-07T17:30:00.000+08:00

I JUS WANNA STAY IN UR STRONG ARMS AND NEVER LEAVE the feelin is so nice and strong and security lol z z z z eng fail haha can it happen lol :S

ONE DAY I NOE IT WILL HEHEhehe time babe lol

omg zzzzzz gordon haha i noe ur pol-ite time table lol u die lol hahah dotz k k zzz i go slp liao lol thx

2008-07-07T17:27:00.000+08:00

haha i jus wanna stay in ur strong arms and stay dere forever lol arrr.... the feelin is so nice lol dotz haha ...
it is not bout the problem or the solutions IT IS BOUT EMPATHY haha i dun noe wad it means lol z z z z...... is the feelin it gives lah lol

2008-07-06T19:47:00.001+08:00

z z z z today wasnt realli good haha cuz gordon was almost near to dead hahah he was super tired lah lol drove to orchard walked around den wen home liao lol onli go out like 1hr 30 mins better den nth lol he was too tired lah lol nvm lol rest well ya lol cookin meggi mee and watchin spider man lol omg i so tired oso so sian tmr monday and my week end kinda sux z\zzzzzzzzzzz crrys crys lol ok ok ok pimples go away lol i m grounded for a week wa hahah dun care lol

jean wanna be a good girl lol

2008-07-06T13:10:00.000+08:00

OMG PIMPLES WA HAHAH I WAN SLP EARLY EVERYDAY LE l

lol wen to watch 'hancock' wif gordon$ and his frens lol yeah veri nice and it was midnight haha miracle i can watch lol GORDON WAS DRIVING lol veri cute lor he drive until lol...... haha yeah

goin out wif him later lol any one wanna join lol :D

2008-07-05T22:04:00.000+08:00

z z zz another day in my family is a stress day for mi omg i veri pissed every where i go i cannot hav peace one haiz if i can run away i would long long ago crys crys all they noe is nag nag nag nonm stop i realli feel like jus stuffin thier mouth wif fur so they can keep quiet :(

i m sick of everything , sick of sch , sick of work , sick of computer, sick of television, sick of anything haiz ... i m bored cannot find things to do tat will interest mi . no one is free to entertain mi oso haiz all i do is slp ,i oso slp until veri sian liao . :( haiz haiz i wanna SPICE up my life make it more entertaining and happening all i wan is to hav fun zzzz no wan wanna join mi sia lol sian sian i need lots and lots of energy zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz sian sian sian hmmm..... I WAN TO GET A LIFE OMG

haha tmr sunday yeah yeah goin out wif gor gor :D happy happy heheh never see him for 1 week no fun :( z z z

2008-07-05T18:20:00.001+08:00

women are a veri weird thing lol they will do all cunning ways to find out the truth and once they noe the truth they will nt forgive but thery will revenge haha ... and hurt themself in mani ways lol hey i m speakin thought wad ppl say ok lol i m nt a women lol

2008-07-05T15:40:00.000+08:00

jean ho is my name and i m a lame person so i dun like talkin to myself zzzz something asses happen duing my POM tutorial yesterday ... and it made mi so irritated the teacher is a biased freak omg he sux sux sux i hate him to the core arggggggggg NVM jean is meant to be hated after all wa kakaka

so tired yesterday haha my body was so weak lol wen to meet ,mi primary sch clique at choms so fun lol ate prawn mee as usual heheh den we wen to you ying hse hahahahaha to watch the last espisode of the 9 oclock show hahaha '

oo and the 5 of us wen crazy over sarah's macbook wa hahaha we keep taking pics lol so fun lah so cool somemore lol wait until i get the pic i will post it lol yeah yeah and we talked alot of crap as usual lol until 1130 i think lol hahahahahhaah so fun WE MUS MEET UP SOON AGAIN K K K ZKZK KZ KZ LOL lazy to type more lol

lol sarah's bf in army , you ying bf is army lol all bo tak lol ...... haha GORDON I CANT WAIT TO SEE U BALD wa hahahaha zzz dotz hmmmmm..... so once i reached hm i sleep lol ...

today gordon passed his driving test YEAH HE CAN OFFICALLY DRIVE LE HAHA A dun need squeeze in buses and mrt liao lol ok maybe still need for the time being lol hehehheee
i wen poly clinic today to check my back bone lol wen for x-ray so cool lah lol i saw was was inside my body lol and my spinal cord is nt straight wa hahahah ok i m happi bout it lol i m sick lol zzzzzz erm yeah i wan go slp le good nite and it s 348 :)

2008-07-03T20:16:00.000+08:00

WA WAWAWAWAAWAWAWAWAWWAWAWAWAWA HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

2008-07-03T16:45:00.000+08:00

03072008 thursday lol

HAPPY BDAE TO MEI JIA YESTERDAY HAHAHAHAH

omg i feel so sick haha dance always ends so late and next day wake up so early i feel so sick argggg throat pain z z z z omg dun like all my projects lah z z zz sian sian i wan slp again

lol sat go visit doctor haha z z z i wan eat cup noodle ha

i m a WERID BALL haha hu will go NTUC to shop hehehe MI lol werid rite hahahahhaha

dis is wad 18 year old ppl do

haha the brain damaged

was cam-horing wif my frens at the sch libraray cuz i was bored

i hate my mum all she noe is shout and shout so irritatin lah if i can i wan to off her volume z z z z staying at home is so stress argggg do work do half way suddenly will shout one leh i will feel like killing her lah ok i goin NTUC shopping and go 'tou tou' see can see gor gor lol opps hehehehhehe

2008-07-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

haha was cam horing today lol jus waiting for dance cca omg i m startin to love dance alot wa hahahaha

my friendster sux

2008-07-02T15:30:00.001+08:00

CLAIRE LIM

declares she is cute OMG KILL MI she is jus beside mi killing mi slowly

2008-06-30T18:56:00.000+08:00

30062008 monday

EVELYN HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D

haha hmmm today was super stress in sch lol hate today's lessons as usual lol econ haiz i scored 67/100 haha so bad lor sian sian sian sian lol english got 'D' haiz i think i goin to get 'PHD' soon zzz sian sian lah i wan cry liao lor today take paper haiz

dance got performance coming up lol argg i super dun like their dance timing i got better things to do den stay in sch n rot shit z z z i decided to dance one item onli hahah omg the dancers in my sch is 'power' lol realli they can realli shake well haha and nice somemore lol i got their shaking portion i happi le hahahaha dotz nvm jia you i can one lol dance is fun to an extent and tiring lol

yeah i haven do my accounts work lol zzz mus burn night oil le cuz i wanna watch tv wa kakakaka
gordon is great lol zzz erm the best bf i ever had *muack*

2008-06-30T17:27:00.000+08:00

yeah lol dis is my last class of the day is veri pathetic VERI

container hahaha ok tat is pathetic

lol

gordon gordon gordon z z z z z r u dere zzzz

2008-06-29T13:12:00.000+08:00

Jesse Mccartney - LeavingLeaving By Jesse Mccartney

Hey baby girl I've been watching you all day Man that thing you got behind you is amazing
You make me want to take you out and let it rain I know you got a man but this is what you should say
CHORUS:Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never lookin back again You found somebody who does it better than he can No more making you cry, no more them gray skies Girl we flying on the G-5 G-5 And I'm leavin' never lookin back again...
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man The one who's so so fly The one to keep you high Have you singing all night, like that Oh oh oh (repeat) man she going to be sayin' Oh oh oh oh (repeat) Now if I talk it girl, you know that I will walk it out
Man I'll put my money (money) where my mouth is Cause you the baddest litte thing that I've ever seen So im a ask you one time if you got a man
CHORUS:Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never lookin back again You found somebody who does it better than he can No more making you cry, no more them gray skies Girl we flying on the G-5 G-5 And I'm leavin' never lookin back again...
so call your shawty you tell him you found a new man The one who's so so fly The one to keep you high Have you singing all night, like thatOh oh oh (repeat) man she going to be sayin'Oh oh oh oh (repeat)Don't stress, don't stress, don't stressJust tell him to the left left left Don't stress, don't stress, don't stressCause we gone

2008-06-28T19:11:00.000+08:00

28062008 sat

HEY MY TPDE(DANCE IN MY POLY) PERFORMANCE IS ON THE 25TH JULY FRI AT BOUT 730 WANNA WATCH HEHEHEH zzz

omg i realli had a freakin great time at 'zouk' hahah so funny and is my first time hehehhe ohzzzz i dun wan say more haha go find out urself is fun fun fun fun fun fun fun gordon lets go some more lol z z z zomg i m addicted hahahahaha

2008-06-26T14:13:00.000+08:00

i rather nt noe than noe lol zzzz i realli wonders wad goes throught ur mind lol seriously and tat is y i always think n think until i can think of inpossible things

2008-06-25T09:14:00.000+08:00

GORDON U GOT RECIEVE MY MSG ANT
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2008-06-24T23:17:00.000+08:00

maybe i realli misunderstood u zzz ok SRY

2008-06-23T22:51:00.000+08:00

HEHEHEHEHEHEHHE EVIL JEAN LOL

2008-06-21T22:36:00.000+08:00

21june2008 sat

lol today was veri kpo lol ok im sry to some ppl lol i felt guilty lol cuz i didnt expect him to ask her out and i totally forgot i asked her out zzz sry my fault but i was seriously bored at hm zzzzz:(

hmmm he had match today so onli MSG HIM TO WISHED HIM LUCK yup after tat wad happen i dun noe ya hmmm it is 10.30 and i m goin to slp cuz i m so freakin tired . blog more tmr lol i bet tmr's blog will be super interesting to read yup it sure would =D

2008-06-20T09:42:00.000+08:00

19062008 friday

asked ppl out no one got time so i shall stay hm and rot :D lol my activities for today maple maple maple lol waiting for time to pass so i can choose my CDS LOL another subject so sian lol fail poly le lah hahhahaha zzz i wan go toilet zzz my dad arggg... lol pain pain ... lol dotz ppl r so weird lol realli so hard to promise and nt do it again ma ??? zzzz even if u wan do it dun tel mi dun let mi ask until u dun noe how to lie lol than u will make mi suspious onli hAIZ nvm lah lol

i say say say u oso like dun care lol guess u arn't and never will be afraid of mi zzzz
fuck lah internet got problem again shit head
i hate my everything , pimples , hair lol lame lol so boring goin to grow fat jus by sitting for the whole day lol *yawn*l ol BORING

2008-06-19T11:32:00.000+08:00

wad happen has happen jus ddun do it again pls

2008-06-18T22:33:00.000+08:00

the more i think the more angry i feel i dun noe haiz i jus feel veri lousy tat all ... see i told u i was a failure no one believed mi . i can never get things rite zzz everything i do will surely upset ppl haiz .... i dun wan to be selfish i dun wan to hide everything i feel so weird . i wan ppl to suffer wif mi BUT i always ends up alone . no one to realli accompany mi to cheer mi up :( , no one wans to talk to mi , no one no one lol zzzzzzzzzzzz reminds mi of alica keys hahaha

the more i read the more i dun understand ???? question marks here and dere y arent u the follower y.r u the leader y yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy u make mi feel veri lousy veri . i feel tat i failed tat y u will do tat and hide and hide act like nth happen i realli dun noe how u did it .... already suspected since tat day jus didnt wan to go after cuz i feel u will tell mi eventually but no .... nth u rather keep keep keep ..... i dun noe hmmmm i jus wan an explantion for all my questions (still got more) and the basic thing . if i m realli nt impt to u than i realli got nth to ask at all jus feel veri disappointed in myself nth more.

gordon >>> jean loves u wa kakakaka