omg can some one kill mi life is so hard .. i cant never fill my days wif happiness i always feel veri down even if i try to cheer myself up i feel veri hurt

i jus hate my life hate my dad haiz ... i noe is for my own good but i seriously noe wad i am doin i will noe wen to play n study i dun wan to live my life wif reget oso i nt so dumb but my dad jus thinks i still dun noe how to think i feel so rejected n hurt my form teacher oso another one.. jus because i'm in normal doesnt means anything turn stories .... force mi to go some concert wen i dun wan .... cant ask mi ask my dad ... like wad the hell if ppl dun wan go no point forcing .... forcing dun bring happiness even if i go for the concert i wen dere unwillingly means i won even be bothered to open my eyes n watch if wasting 10 bucks make her happi den i oso cant say anything

i felt lonely ... haha dun noe y yesterday nite i needed jun so badly jus feel like hugging her yesterday badly maybe she gives me comfort i dun noe .. jus sat dere n sobs .... i think even if any thing happens to mi or my life i bet my parents won noe any at all cuz they jus cant be bothered i guess


haha tonight is my grandma's bdae yup yup ....