today never work sian less one day $$ haha ... goin dance later lol so sian lah zzz zi dun wan to go but super got no choice nvm lol


yesterday after work wen out to eat shusi ...


haha so emo lah sian so near yet so far zzzzz treasure ur family more cuz they are always needed haiz i jus dun understand lah i can worry the smallest problem until i can die zzz some ppl are jus so 'haughty' jus becuz they look so much better and more confident den u they jus walk all over u the feelin of being bullied is never nice try being bullied everyday i think u would jus go crazy

living things wif 2 eyes 1 nose 1 mouth 2 ears will never be happy wif anything one NEVER haiz wwad did i do i realli regret choices i make but i am super nt good wif my words haiz pls FORGIVE mi haiz i jus feel the dieing everytime i say the wrong things i feel veri bad but wad done is done i oso cannot do anyhting

wan to make someone happy ui mus be veri willing to do it if nt u will get hurt veri badly



ppl postings results will be relased on the 19 FEB

wat did i do i seriously dun understand zzz i feel so disappointed in myself haiz i can never do things rite i feel oso arggggggg.... sian sian



yeah today the whole day sam sian zzzzzzzz scold scold scold so boring


haha 1 week plus plus le zzzz
i miss u :(

im sry i feel so bad i dun noe wad to do omg i wan to go and zzz i rather haiz nvm

i m fuckin depress cant get to bed my head veri pain all i do is cry and cry i may get wad i wan but nt everything say i selfish say i lame wadever but i realli cant face the fact lah i veri pissed haiz wad did i do fuck i realli dun noe sad sad i realli goin emo le lah dam i dun noe i realli dun wan to slp i realli dun noe wad to do let mi die it hurts alot ok ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG dam dam dam dam stress pimples lah basket wad am i to do

i m so freakin pissed off no one is haelping mi wif my poly addmission f*** i super dun noe wad to do cor the sch put mi on hold for so long waste my hp $$$ dam it i'm so fucked up dam it lah basket and it is the 2nd day and i hav nt signed up stle f*****



so full

dam results on THURSDAY omg i feel super stress even if today is a monday but it is endin jus 2 more days very stress

super scare i cant get all the course and sch i wan zzzzzzzz stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress

haiz zzz new year coming but results is jus next week haiz the 'o' lvl results will jus determine my whole year whole mood zzz
robi and thebook of tales haha sian tomolo monday le means the sae routie starts all over again crys

i love my bro so much so cute hahah although he pissed mi off he is still my didi

so cute my dog lol



vodoooooooooo


cannot make it lah mi lol she so chio hor lol hahahaha getting ready to work enjoy first lol

today is sat so boring zz had a a tummy ach for eating too much yesterday lol
mi n jun wen out to eat wif an aunty at our work place haha jun n mi like goin to die the aunty said wwe can meet our target she bring us go eat yup so we did lol jun was wrapping for one week i was sorting books for one week lol

jun busy pasckin wa hahahahaha




so sian lol go bath

i feel moody

zzzz so fun lol dun noe y wen the boss nt round wor suddenly seems so fun lol zzzzz




miss u lotz lotz lots .... do u hmmmmmmmmmmmm

haha today wen to work was veri happi lol first time sia lol zzzzz zzz time passed veri fast lol real fast lol ok zzzz ful jus finish dinner omg results are goin o be revealed like next week i m veri scare zzzzzzzz


haha how was ur first day at work today ??? i bet it was fun hehehehe :) jus waiting lol



it feels so dark so dark everyday is it mi or is it always dark i wonder hmmm..... i m kinda of happy today realli z z z sobs ..... life is weird realli weird wen it rains i m always crying i dun noe y maybe the weather realli affects the mood and the heavier it rains the more i will haiz sadddd



i miss u lots

lol sick on a sat how zzzz flu sore throat how bad can it go lol zzzz pimples ouch is pain de lol zzzz yeah ok sat is realli hot omg i think i could jus go fry an egg lol sian results is goin to be revealed in another 2 weeks time ouch think isnt goin to be wad i expect zzzz ok hot wan to go bath lol


currently facebookin blogging and listenin to music lol zzzzzzzzzzz

dun u think the lyrics is so nice ....


today veri tiring sia lol ..... sick wif flu zzz so yuckz the feelin zzz my feet hurts lol i think i did grew fat wa hahahaha.... for mi a little weight cant hurt lol zzz my nose is goin to drop any seconds lol zzz so uncomfortable lol zzzzz



y cant

Taylor Swift, Teardrops on My Guitar Lyrics

Artist: Swift Taylor
Song: Teardrops on My Guitar

Teardrops on my Guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause


So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

i have changed to a horrible girl i hate it i dun hav a mind of my own i onli haiz i veri depress

I'M sorry

i dun noe i feel veri bad to impose u






the journey home wasnt easy i had to fight my emotion but obviously i cant i always lose as usual emo haiz i cant do anything i jus feel like letting everything out so i cried zzz i guess dis is mi mood swings but wad can i do i feel so useless to let my emotion rule mi zzzz
is jus tat wen i realli needed company i would nt say , my mind will always be blank , i dun wan to make things difficult for others so i keep it to myself haha ... human nature lol lame .... haha omg my pimple veri pain opps lol :p

i wonder wonder wonder


dere would nt be a next time dunn worry , it jus breaks my heart awww...... lolx
jean jean jean jus wake up dis is life stop living in ur fantasy world no one would accompany u , jus wonder wad is life all i do is offen ppl and regret it later and start to blame myself fot nt thinkin i feel so dumb
i tried to change but i seriouly think i cant eeeeee so itchy lol hate my hands ... like a boy lol....

random 76 storey is a great height at least i can feel how to fly lol zzzzzz lame lame


jean is so arggggggg..... haiz maybe dis is wad they cor life mistakes learn from it every family has problems jean is gone

today's is jeremy bdAE lol it didnt really ended wif a splash but at least it was fun though hahahhaha a..... i bet mei jia was so ps lol ... haha but i hope it was fun and memoriable for him lol 18 le leh lol zzzzzzzzzzzzz

it is raining heavily zzzz sian sian maybe now rain until bad bad than later jeremy bdae can enjoy lol zzzz haha ok ok yeah i finally changed my blog skin so honoured lol i feel so noob lol zzz haha .. lame lol zz yeah it is so sian ok haha i haven bath yet lol goin to after lunch omg my ears feel so stuck i cannt fall sick mus be strong lol zzzzzz



isnt the blog skin nice hahahahahha zzzz it takes so long to change a skin lol yes so happy i finally changed it no nore boring pual frank lol zzz doyz i so bo liao



jeremy happy bdae wor

i feel so tired i feel so weak i feel so sick argggg. it is nt nice

positive positive i hope i can haiz




everyone starts sch already but i m still workin lol cant wait to start sch in the sch i wan to go and the course wa hahahah ... zzzz


so tired to work ... lol


y u never msg mi zzz so sad even maple n bb is more impt than mi sobs lol .....

so fished up arg.... hate mi dam it i jus dun noe wad i deserve dam it wad did i do i m like so nt impt to any one any more no one... nt even myself fish ... hate iot jus let mi go zzzz lol .... hated isnt nice feelin i tel u

lol it was so fun on christmas n new year hahahaha.. drinking like no one biz lol zzz sian