yo yo yo yo yo ok nth much jus goin shoppin alone tmr heheheh smile
i love gordon

29052008 thursday

i dun noe is it me or jus the ppl around mi, i realli wondered wad he(1) said is wad he saw i dun noe lah

i sure trust him(2) rather den listen to wad i never see i noe he (2) will never do tat to mi so i dun trust him (1). even she say wad he(1) said was jus to provoke mi haiz i m jus disappointed in him (1) .

i noe he will never lie (2)

ppl say men are all the same , but there are some out dere WHOM ARE REALLI DIFFERENT . nt all r the same so if u realli got the RARE one u are realli lucky n i noe I M :)))

haha today was a test of computer skills :))) lol and i hope i can score well lol cause i guess i was almost rite heheheh haiz bye bye lol

gor gor hehehehe got see my blog ant eeeee lol mnissing u wahahhaa stupid testes....... june is comin hehehheheheheh

i dun noe wad is wrong wif my dad now a days he is jus tryin to upset everyone lah zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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27052008 tue


i jus hate accounts lah argg,gg i hate every subject in poly arh cuz i dun understand zzz even if i listen in class gosh today last period is accc and guess wad my worst nitemare is starting

ACCOUNTS SHIT and i thought i can escape i cant in sec sch in class wen doin acc so stress now in poly oso so stress super sian lah the ppl in class so smart they understand the topic the freakin understsnd the topic within wad 5 WEEKS n i fcukin hell take 3 whole years n i still sux at tat topic OMG kill mi jus kill

is the same every year i guess ppl whom noe how to do the subjects will always pretend they dun and score cooly well . in class do so fast and den so noisy zzzzz den i jus feel like killing myself cuz i haven finish and even if i finished is all wrong tel mi I M SLOW everyone in my class the understanding power so fast lah jus say and they understand i feel so stupid lor with them zzzz cuz i take FOREVER to understand i jus feel so INFEREAL zzzzzz my eng is bad my POM is shit my econs dun take bout it my acc haiz i study so mani years still lose ppl whom onli studied 5 WEEKSSsss

den if i give up now my dad will jus kill mi ,test is all next week and i m nt prepared nt at all lah haiz haiz haiz everytime in class i jus feel so stress lah i jus wanna cry :((( i realli miss my sec5 class mates at least we r all the same zzzz i realli feel veri lousy zzzzzzz i dun noe lah i jus dun noe wad to do sobs sobs lol jus tat we jus learn things and the subjects nt stored in the head yet test already ZZZZZZZ

the teachers so heartless lah zzzzzzz jus teach finish test never even give us time to realli let it sink in z come hm project wa my holiday realli is a great one i tell u omg lol zzzzzzzz sian lah hahah
mus be hardworkin hahahahahah sure can mus jia you i mustnt lose zzzzzzz poly frens are so diff from sec sch lol zzzzzzzzzz i dunnoe smile lah
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LOOK MORE OPEN JEAN HO EVERY THING IS GOIN TO BE GREAT PERSEVERE

26052008 mon

I HATE SCH I HATE MY SUBJECTS I HATE EVERYTHING BOUT MI

gosh i m like so freakin pissed off wif my subjects i jus feel like failing everything n be a fcukin drop out arggggg i jus wanna kill myself wa zzzzz i guess my classmates hates mi for being soooooo dumb shit zzz projects i oso cannot contribute anything lika useless IDOIT so goner no ones wanna be in the same group as mi cuz they noe i will jus pull them down cuz i m a stupid person zzzzzzzzzzz

i jus feel so LOUSY i shouldnt hav choosen dis courses at least no one will laugh at mi even my uncles luagh at mi haiz is not i dun wan is the subjects jus dun wanna go inside my head crys i realli veri stress i jus wanna cry and scream and kill myself sobs sobs

gordon gordon i wan to die :((((( lend mi ur shoulder lol zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

24052008

dam it lah my black nail polish jus drop on the floor and is gone shit zzzzzzzzzz goin to waste $$$$ buy again zzz

hehehehe got nth to update jus veri tired :))

21052008

it has always been my ambition since young to be a primary school teacher.other den being a model and a businesswomen lol
i got alot of super veri hard to fulfil wishes lah lol
i love to scold ppl hahaha ok tat is part of wad
i love to mark ppls book and i love teachers' day best hahaha
i love sch ' food
i love i jus dun noe lah
lol
but i noe i won be able to be one cuz i noe my limits on where i will be able to study until
uni hmmm i think is quite hard lor
poly oso got problem liao still think until uni haha maybe will try private lol
i dun noe i jus HOPE one of my wishes will be fulfilled better all haha

21052008 wed

jus finished finding gordon hahah zzz omg 3 more post to 400 post hahahhaha so lame lol

yeah i m so sian haha gor gor lend ,mi his ipod touch sia lol si cool hehhehe


i love gordon hahahhahahahaha

today is a boring day hha no sch so stay hm and rot lol later at noon need go meet ppl to take my thumb drive haha zz so sian den go central walk walk i think lol zzz

haha
goin to find gordon later hahah i jus realize a lot of ppl jus dun noe how to spell his name wa hahhahahahahahah gordan zzz ...
i saw ur class blog le haha the video is lame de lol and i saw u u u u hahahhahahahahah zzzzzzzzzzzz

19052008 mon

i can go be photographer hahahahaa lame

got

now maple got 2 x exp lol hahah ok lame bb mi n gor gor as pig

17052008 sat
it is my brother's bdae haha and jia ying lol

zzz so sian lah
i gib u freedom u complain
i over protective u oso complain wad u wan mi to do sia stupid fuzzy rabbit haha
yesterday was CCN day lol sch was so freakin crowded haha cant even walk lah hate it so wen home early lol zzz

bout 7 meet you ying jia ying at chomp haha met yuo ying in the bus and she totally didnt reconized mi haha so funny lah lol waited for jia jia for quite long cuz her bus broke down lol so funny lol so we ate prawn mee again haha den we wen to you ying hse to chat lol and we became veri stupid we were like having slumber party haha i was tieing you yinh hair and jia was tieing her own lol I LOVE YOU YING'S HAIR HAHAHAH zzzzzzzzz


sad sad sad y u never reply mi zzzzz

15052008 thu


haha currently discuessing bout POM project and i m bloging haha shhhh... haha i think i am so useless haha i jus present can le lol OMG I M SO BAD HAHAHA ZZZZZ

lol CSA sux sux sux big time i almosted died DIED and CLAIRE BEAR is readin while i m typing zzzz
CSA sux lah i think wen the exams come i will jus fail hahah dam it

i hate poly life omg ok nt the life the studies haha i m bored lol k bye haha
wen out wif gor gor yesterday haha nag at him lol lucky he never scold mi lol haha happi lor hehehe standard lol

i bought nail polish again haha black and blue yeah lol dotz
yeah ok bye bye b4 i get scolded

13052008 tue

11052008 sun

haha one more mth


zzz i dun noe wad i do lah zzzzz i feel either stupid or dumb dam it haiz depresseed

10052008 fri

i wan go malaysia gordon zzz

avinder is pretty lol the one is green hahahahahahah

05052008 monday

boring monday lol nth much happen expect stupid classes ahhahaahh after sch wen to tm wif my aunty lol omg she can realli shop hahah she bought mi a 'mango 'top lol happi sia heheheh den wen to eat swensen ahhahahahaahah wohoo boy mi ilucky lol zzzzz ok so sian lah zzzz next tue got audition for dun noe wad performance zzz and is modern dance and i never dance b4 lol zzz tat is it dun even think can go into the performance lah zz so sian omg i think the girls will be veri pretty and talented de lor sad sad lol stress stress hahahahah zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

04052008 sunday

SOMETIMES I REALLI WISH I EITHER WASNT BORN OR WAS DEAD gosh but sometimes am happy i m a alive haiz i realli dun noe lah i m tired of planning things already i tried i did try dun ever say i never i will kill u .
i hav the WERIEST LIFE EVER zzz everytime wen i think it will happen if will go the OPPOSITE wen i think it won happen it will fuckin hell happen wa pissed off lah life jus cant go according to wad i wan de lor pissed REALLI wonder wad i did in my last life to deserve a current life like dis i m so useless ...... no confidence , no esteem , no life , no future, no nth , no brain zzz



gosh gosh gosh zzz is veri sian de lor haiz wen u are freakin lookin forward to an event or anything and either someone cant make it or the whole thing is cancelled arg tat moment i realli feel like killing ppl or best MYSELF yeah


i try i fail i try i fail but if u stop trying tat is the worst FAILURE but for mi i always fail so i never try nt at all ya maybe i did but i stopped i dun believe in tellin myslef i can do it cuz i noe i cant i noe myself best . i always bluff myself ahahahahah running away from problems de lol
dun reallli like poly life lol veri hard lor haiiz can die zzzzzzzz my class ppl all so smart lol i so stress haaha jus afraid i will be a drop out haiz
everyone has problems sian lor haiz i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

03052008 Sat


lol jus changed my blog skin again dis skin is nice
lol everyone stay sch already haha so sian lor cant play zzz my butt hurts been sitting in front of the com since mornig hahaha pathetic lol k bye