30062008 monday

EVELYN HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D

haha hmmm today was super stress in sch lol hate today's lessons as usual lol econ haiz i scored 67/100 haha so bad lor sian sian sian sian lol english got 'D' haiz i think i goin to get 'PHD' soon zzz sian sian lah i wan cry liao lor today take paper haiz


dance got performance coming up lol argg i super dun like their dance timing i got better things to do den stay in sch n rot shit z z z i decided to dance one item onli hahah omg the dancers in my sch is 'power' lol realli they can realli shake well haha and nice somemore lol i got their shaking portion i happi le hahahaha dotz nvm jia you i can one lol dance is fun to an extent and tiring lol


yeah i haven do my accounts work lol zzz mus burn night oil le cuz i wanna watch tv wa kakakaka
gordon is great lol zzz erm the best bf i ever had *muack*

container hahaha ok tat is pathetic

lol

gordon gordon gordon z z z z z r u dere zzzz

Jesse Mccartney - LeavingLeaving By Jesse Mccartney


Hey baby girl I've been watching you all day Man that thing you got behind you is amazing
You make me want to take you out and let it rain I know you got a man but this is what you should say
CHORUS:Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never lookin back again You found somebody who does it better than he can No more making you cry, no more them gray skies Girl we flying on the G-5 G-5 And I'm leavin' never lookin back again...
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man The one who's so so fly The one to keep you high Have you singing all night, like that Oh oh oh (repeat) man she going to be sayin' Oh oh oh oh (repeat) Now if I talk it girl, you know that I will walk it out
Man I'll put my money (money) where my mouth is Cause you the baddest litte thing that I've ever seen So im a ask you one time if you got a man
CHORUS:Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never lookin back again You found somebody who does it better than he can No more making you cry, no more them gray skies Girl we flying on the G-5 G-5 And I'm leavin' never lookin back again...
so call your shawty you tell him you found a new man The one who's so so fly The one to keep you high Have you singing all night, like thatOh oh oh (repeat) man she going to be sayin'Oh oh oh oh (repeat)Don't stress, don't stress, don't stressJust tell him to the left left left Don't stress, don't stress, don't stressCause we gone

28062008 sat

HEY MY TPDE(DANCE IN MY POLY) PERFORMANCE IS ON THE 25TH JULY FRI AT BOUT 730 WANNA WATCH HEHEHEH zzz


omg i realli had a freakin great time at 'zouk' hahah so funny and is my first time hehehhe ohzzzz i dun wan say more haha go find out urself is fun fun fun fun fun fun fun gordon lets go some more lol z z z zomg i m addicted hahahahaha

i rather nt noe than noe lol zzzz i realli wonders wad goes throught ur mind lol seriously and tat is y i always think n think until i can think of inpossible things

GORDON U GOT RECIEVE MY MSG ANT
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maybe i realli misunderstood u zzz ok SRY

HEHEHEHEHEHEHHE EVIL JEAN LOL

21june2008 sat

lol today was veri kpo lol ok im sry to some ppl lol i felt guilty lol cuz i didnt expect him to ask her out and i totally forgot i asked her out zzz sry my fault but i was seriously bored at hm zzzzz:(

hmmm he had match today so onli MSG HIM TO WISHED HIM LUCK yup after tat wad happen i dun noe ya hmmm it is 10.30 and i m goin to slp cuz i m so freakin tired . blog more tmr lol i bet tmr's blog will be super interesting to read yup it sure would =D

19062008 friday

asked ppl out no one got time so i shall stay hm and rot :D lol my activities for today maple maple maple lol waiting for time to pass so i can choose my CDS LOL another subject so sian lol fail poly le lah hahhahaha zzz i wan go toilet zzz my dad arggg... lol pain pain ... lol dotz ppl r so weird lol realli so hard to promise and nt do it again ma ??? zzzz even if u wan do it dun tel mi dun let mi ask until u dun noe how to lie lol than u will make mi suspious onli hAIZ nvm lah lol

i say say say u oso like dun care lol guess u arn't and never will be afraid of mi zzzz
fuck lah internet got problem again shit head
i hate my everything , pimples , hair lol lame lol so boring goin to grow fat jus by sitting for the whole day lol *yawn*l ol BORING

wad happen has happen jus ddun do it again pls

the more i think the more angry i feel i dun noe haiz i jus feel veri lousy tat all ... see i told u i was a failure no one believed mi . i can never get things rite zzz everything i do will surely upset ppl haiz .... i dun wan to be selfish i dun wan to hide everything i feel so weird . i wan ppl to suffer wif mi BUT i always ends up alone . no one to realli accompany mi to cheer mi up :( , no one wans to talk to mi , no one no one lol zzzzzzzzzzzz reminds mi of alica keys hahaha

the more i read the more i dun understand ???? question marks here and dere y arent u the follower y.r u the leader y yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy u make mi feel veri lousy veri . i feel tat i failed tat y u will do tat and hide and hide act like nth happen i realli dun noe how u did it .... already suspected since tat day jus didnt wan to go after cuz i feel u will tell mi eventually but no .... nth u rather keep keep keep ..... i dun noe hmmmm i jus wan an explantion for all my questions (still got more) and the basic thing . if i m realli nt impt to u than i realli got nth to ask at all jus feel veri disappointed in myself nth more.









gordon >>> jean loves u wa kakakaka

SORRY

18062008 wed

i m feeling devasated , i jus feel veri pain and betrayed even thought i dun realli noe wad happen no one wans to tel mi i can ask no one .

i ask they say will get dem into trouble .
all i can do is ASSUME HAHA (an ASS out of U n MI)
HAIZ

i dun noe lah i jus dun wan to hear i feel so hurt up inside i feel like jus jumpin out from my hse although it is 2 stories lol zzz .i realli wan to eat slping pills and forget bout everyting and enjoy my slp thinking bout it robs mi of my slp haiz . i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe

i'm ask to face reality but i cant i cant i cANT argggg..... lol ok dun emo lol haha

i hate the organizer lame lol z z z stupid sch haha hmm

the blog is nt WHO u think it is =D ^^ so cute haiz it is raining and it is affecting my mood . my font colour is blue and i feel moody :D haiz dis is life ppl face it zzzzzzzzzzzz if u dun get hurt u will never learn =D


fcukin hell argggggggg lol lame .................

i realli hope is him lieing and nt u
cuz it hurts to noe it was u

i m depressed :( i am dieing of depression lol lame lol

haha i m happi wo hoo.... one more week of sch holiday wa hahahhaha ok so sian lah than goin back to my busi timetable lol jy jy jy lol alot of things happen yesterday hmmm some are kinda sad some are great lol i onli noe i wen hm at 12 midnite and my dAD almost killed mi and locked mi out wa hahhahahahaha ya lol om,g


stomach ach lol ok i stop here lol *ouch **ouch * heheheh :D

gordon roar :)

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15062008 sun

haha stayin at hm to rot as usual zzz so sian lah :( yo yo yo yoy lol lame wa hahah one more week to sch reopens sux lol hate sch hate life hate everyting argg...

i jus cant face up to reality i guess lol dream dream dream stupid girl lol nvm life is like tat i hate my instinct .......... always jus dun wan to face it bluff myself again n again haiz life life life life life nvm lah hu cares i dun give a dam bout it ani more :)

14062008 sat


today's entry

emo emo emo emo haiz emo kid tat is mi :D

11062008 wed

HAPPI BDAE JEAN :D

10062008 tue

ppl count down 1 more day wa hahahaha zzz today wen to sentosa wif my poly frens lol got a bdae gift from dem a BIKINI lol blue colour haha so ps lol but was normal after awhile cuz everyone was wearing lol so yup hahah

today is dear dear bdae lol yeaah ah so fun hahahaha dotz his r.p bb team veri funny de lol jus funny ppl hhahaha hmmm yeah we wen to suntec , ms wanted to watch movie everytime oso nt fated lar always oso selling fast den no seats so sian lol but nvm still got my bdae hagagagga......

07062008 sat

happi bdae dearest wohoo 19 liao

u noe i noe u noe i noe can already haha ya wtf am i talkin bout hahaha hey look out
PEAR'S IS GONE IF U SEE HER CALL MI IMmi. . . .i miss her wa hahahaha ok i m so lame heheheheheh my heart's hurt veri pain

06062008 friday


happy bdae esther babe roar

05062008 thursay

happi bdae wa thann oooooooo

time pass veri fast veri fast , blink my eyes i m 21 soon lol
ok maybe 18 haha haiz i dun noe today was POM paper haha hmm flare quite well among all the papers haiz
so sian lah

i m jealous i AM FFREAKIN JEALOUS i dun noe y i jus feel like tat zzzzzzzzz
sad lor
wadever haha his bdae comin wohoozzzzzzzz


life sux dam it

haiz todays econ test was a disater lol

zzzz gor gor ur camp finish le ma haiz i am nt used to nt seeing u or msgin u zzzzz msg mi soon lah sobs sobs im living in emoness liao hahazzzz sobs sobs sobs sadness fills mi to the brim already omg zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz msg mi msg mi msg mi mi mim im im im mi mim im imi mi mim im zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

sian today was acc test haiz sux as usual and gor never wished my all the best sia so dissappointing sobs lah haiz lol can t wait for all test to finsh sian i go slp liao lol

emo in my slp

02062008 monday
Survey
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by
.C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?-Angry lah de lol but mus see is wad kind of betray if got reason and is acceptable maybe i will forgive but nt forget hahah .
#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?- maybe, to last as long as time move and him nt to get bored of mi wa kakak.
#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?- ROMANTIC ,sweet and memoriable
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?-yes, cuz i still dun noe wad i wanna be in future
#5. what's your ideal lover like?-erm like gor gor but maybe a little more romantic hahaz(u did nt see tat :))
#6. What is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?- being loved by someone is more blessed de lol but have to give and take hahaz :)
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?-i dunnoe it depends.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?- nth cuz i will nt be interersted in ppl whom are already attach . but i m nt interested in any one too haha onli *cough*!
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? -everyday haha sure hav wad who can live life nt havin problems.
#10. Is being tagged fun?-ok ok onli, see wad kind of tags haha
#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?- dunnoe dun wanna predict !
#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?- family, uncle ho , frens :))
#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?- MEI JIA omg lol talkative oso lol fun to be wif and she likes to emo a lot haha:) but she looks like a quiet girl lol looks can be deceiving lol hahahhhahaha opps
#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?-depends haha married and poor money can be earned still lol
#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?- on my handphone. hoping that some ppl will msg hahahahahhaha zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
#16. Would you give all in a relationship?- maybe y nt if he is the rite guy lol chances onli comes one in a life time lol :)))
#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?- it will never happen lol
#18. What type of friends do you like?-funny and happening someone whom is like mi haha
#19. What type of friends do you dislike?- SLUTS, BACK STABBERS ,LAIRS, HIPOCRITE,BITCH,ASSHOLE, WADEVER I CAN NAME LOL .................
Tagged by: tan MEI JIA :x

from mi tagged to : grace , jia ying , sherilyn, rui xin , ruiling,claire,sarah, darren