omg i feel so infereal haha zzz so sian lor


pimples pimples pimples wen can i get back my flawless face crys zzzzzzzzz

after tat of course go home lah lol the next day still got sch so tired lol zzzz

28042008 monday

another borin week haha but happy 2 days no need go sch lol sian lor the fuckin pimple jus dun wanna go away zzz i look so gross gosh z z z z stress haiz so big and yuck like ma jiam the whole face swollen sux sux sux zzzz so sian haiz dun realli like poly classes lol so stress haha 2 weeks onli and got work start comin in liao so sian lor zzz


STUPID PIMPLES :)

my teeth so colf lol


DESTINEY IS WRITTEN IN ONE'S OWN HAND HOW UR LIFE GOES IS WAD U CHOOSE !!

kanna rejected every thing i ask and say dun u think it hurts ??
dun noe wad to do
dun noe wad i wan
y cant MIRACLE jus happen y mus i wait??
it is my fault ?
do i mean any thing i wonder too :)

haiz

25082008 friday

YEAH HAPPY ANI GOR GOR happy dun noe y lol 6 more mths lol dotz ... haha
wa gor visit my blog today sia lol dotz lame lol so tired zzz yesterday do report do until so tired and haven finish sux lah zzz and i though poly life willl be easy haiz DREAM ON JEAN LOL zzz eveyday oso got research to do got date line BEST PART i totally dun understand ani thing dam goin to retain le lah shit. haha saw GWEN n HAN BIN in sch lol took notes and tb from gwen wow the book is thick i realli wonder how will the info go into my small brain zzz

today got 3 hr break wen to watch 'THE HOTTIE AND THE NOTTIE' wif my class mates lol the show ok ok ok onli hahah so sian


so tired haah k go do report le bbbbbbbbbb poly life is so expensive

24042008 lol thursday


haha my poly life is ok haha first week is rough yeah lol time pass fast zzz ok


haha wen to shop agian lol bought a mango shirt lol so lame lol hahah zzz nth to type bb

22 04 2008 tue

yeah tue le omg cant wait for holiday haha zzz my scalp is burned lol so red zzz i m still black hahah and hungry lol class is super cold n boring lol TOTALLY dun understand wad the teacher is talkin lol ZZZ


SO WEIRd come see my blog ppl lol my blod tagger is so lonely haha


currently missing gordon hahahhaah

LOL MY SECOND POST


OK wen to SENTOSA HAHA was veri tired from the day b4 activity so didnt relli hav the mood to play haha gotten sun burn now my freakin face is freakin red so is my lips haha i look disfigured haha later go sch ppl sure dun reconise mi lol dotz i think my burn is worst than ani of the girls tat wen lol ok so wen to meet gor's frens at 12 + at siloso beach haha walk walk walk ok saw dem lol dotz the girls played volley ball haha under the hot hot sun lol the guys were swimming already lol den after finish playin we play a square game from NYP DE evelyn's idea haha den after tat we wen to swim too lol some of them swim to the other island opposite lol power haha JEREMY said he swim half way he no strenght lol lucky he never drown lol dotz if is mi i drown liao lol so mi mj gor gwen and dun rmb hu stayed on the shore jus swimming round lol haha the sands were so uncomfortable haha den swim swim can feel mi face being scorched lol den a few of us wen to play volleyball hah all play until so pro either the ball out or can hit heheheheh dotz lol the sand was super hot i was hopping all the way dere OUCH lol ok didnt realli play long cuz the ball couldnt stay in the air fr long haha den walked back and see mei nu lol dotz .... den stone under the shade lol the guys wen to buy frizbee which cost dem $7.90 lol n they didnt play for long too hahha so stone again lol some wen swimming some wen stoning some build sandcastle haha some sun tanning lol i didnt sun tan i got sun burn lol so after every thing if i m nt wrong is around 4 or 5 lol we wen to bath OMG the queeue the super long mi n mj talked n queeue lol den got free show some more lol a lady jus striped in front sia lol nt shy hahah ok bath bath bath wow the guys bath so fast zzz den wen back to vivo everyone was dead lol MJ N JEREMY STILL CAN CHIONG MOVIE LOL POWER SIA LOL gwen had match at 6 so she n han bin left so left the remandier lol all were so hungry lol decided to eat pasta mania lol eat eat eat yeah go home lol sat nick's car hahaha ok was veri depressed n pissed dun noe y hahaha so go home and slp lol ends of the day's activity hahahaha ok some pics lol



EVELYN N MI
MJ N MI
SHU HUI N MI



didnt managed to take a pic wif gwen cuz she was sun tanning lol but nvm lol still got other chance lol


ok ppl wish mi luck on my 1st day of sch yeah lol

today is 21 april the first day of my sch yeah ...


on 19 april is my cousin bdae at parris ris chalet lol chole darien jerald kenneth mi my bro n gor wen to wild wild wet wif my aunt n mumm haha ok lah it wasnt realli tat fun as i was super cold haha yeah dotz den gor wen off for his bb lol in the nite had bbq didnt realli eat much as i was quite full :) so i jus stone in the room watchin tv and groaning lol zzz ok ya then my cousins n mi wen to the arcade lol it wasnt fun zzz dotz ok onli lah hahah the games dere veri lame lol den was veri tired sad i couldnt stay over and play hahah cuz my dad dun allow :( lol but nvm lol i jus hope the bdae boy had a wonderful bdae lol he is 21 and his name is KENNETH haha wen i m 21 i wan to ... den say lah lol still far got 3 years hehehehe dotz some pics




JERALD N MI

KELVIN N MI





KENNETH N MI THE BDAE BOY

my face is as red as the babom ass lol and is veri pain haha zzz waiting for time to pass to go to sch yeah ...

i feel so fucked up fucked up i dun noe wad to do i jus feel like fuckin go and die hTE THIS feelin gose dam it wad did i do sia i dun understand zzz maybe i jus dun deserve good ppl zzz i dun noe i veri stress zzz and i m black hahah





lol wen to sentosa today wif gordon's frens yeah the sun is freakin hot hahaha i changed colour le lol zzzz hmmm lazy to typr wad happen hhahahaha ya home at 6 stone till erm ....

haha aniwAY tomolo 1st day of sch jia you



i m tired

ok hhaa orentation get to noe ur classmates omg i rather nt hahahahh dotz jus hope my 1 year s will be a good n happening year omg zzz so sian lah haiz lazy lazy lazy bbb

sad sad i dun realli like my classmates sobs sobs ok maybe is becuz dun noe each other zzz nvm regreted zzzz so lonely goin to be lonely for 3 years haha lame ... pimples getting worst as usual :) sian sian sian hot hot

gordon gordon i wan u onli :)

16042008 wed


haha my dustbin is on fire lol :)

haha so the firewomen are here to put the fire out :)

lol so link haha ok today and the pass few days my mood is super stable haha happy yeah :) hope i can stay tat way lol jia you hehehe hmm..... wed blahx:) hehehehehe playing my face book hahaha zzz erm.. i love my lappy hahhaa dotz so no link ok tat all haha one day blog one time heheheh maybe a few hahaha




miss u all the time :( lol blahx ... yeha yeha yeha gallop ... dotz

haha' superhero movie' is so like 'spiderman , x-men,batman, f 4,' lol is realli stupid but it is veri funny lol erm. ya bet the show is goin to be nc16 wahahahah veri spiderman lol


hate my fcukin pimples i rather nt hav puberty arg.. the pimples jus pop non stop

15042008 tue

watched 'run papa run' the show is ok ok onli lor nt veri nice nt veri nt nice but i wouldnt watch if i can hahahaha waste $$ i think :) its ok hahah cos the story veri tipical lol
had a hmmm time wif jun yesterday yeah :) lol took neo prints standard lor lol here are the pics :)




















lol so mani lor lol took two machines :) bought a new bag and super happi bout it hahahaha yeah wo hoo lol the bag cost mi $18 i hope it is nice lor hmm ..



yeah i love my laptop hahahah so fun dotz .... yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ..... gordon hohoho i got my wireless le hahaha thx lot lot lots s s s s s *muackz* hahaha happy sia lol yeah yeah come share my joy :) go bath lol bb

14042008
sux dun noe wad is wrong wif my face zzz new hairstyle more pimples zzz so sian lah use so mani face products but the pimples like takin its own sweet time to go away zzz i am angry wif the pimples lol zzz

14042008 monday


yeah i finalluy got my laptop for wad reason i hav a lappy i dun noe lol jus for fun lol wohoo so happi sia lol zzz yeah today goin out wif jun zzzz hmmm no $$ le lol hahaha borrow lol dotz ... cant wait for gordon's match on wed yeah z z z z wanna see him zzz lol oppss


cant wait for orentation on thursday and friday i hope it is gonna be fun n i hope i make new frens :) excited lol yeah

12042008
sat

zzz so sian lah hmm... nt fun nt fun msg u zzz i angry le lah zzz :( so busy until no time for mi le sobs :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(


slpy sia lol nites

12042008
sat

yeah after a struggle of 1 hr my com allows mi to use the internet hahaha changed my blog skin again lolzzz so lame lol


haha gordon is my gf i m gordon's bf lol

yesterday my gf got match again semi finals hahaha so trilling and exciting and than stupid 23 spoilt every thing haiz ... no sports de tat guy stupid dam ass hole wear white colour think he veri maco punch my gf face lol haiz stupid ass guy hahaz z z

i cant beat him lah wait i kanna beaten oso lol i sure lose de lol he so FAT hahahaha dotz 23 23 23 23 23 sux sux sux ass guy see him next time punch his face lol


and the best part the game haven play finish lights out lol wed cont ..... gf's group better win if nt i will kill 23 lol stupid stupid stupid arg...

nvm gor gor u still look handsome ehehehheheheh ops i mean pretty :)

sat wad am i goin do hmmmm...

11042008fri

com sux type one time so long den com got pro the whole thing erase zzzzz

today is friday gor gor got match haha see if he will auto ask mi go or i ask myself most pro is i ask myself lol zzzz

ok wen out wif mj yesterday today she got orentation lol so i update 1st hahah ok dis part is for MR JEREMY SYN YAO HAO IF U EVER READ MY BLOG U R IN LUCK DIS TIME HAHA mj is gonna kill mi lol dun noe wad to get for her her bdae present and ur one year fearnt if $$ is nt a pro to u get her a GUCCI WALLET LOL $590 ahahhaa


opps
ehehehe na de mj n mi will go out so took neoprints ahahaha supe ex sia lol





lol
yeah erm wen to toy r us and aw my future car omg dun u think it is a beauty

lol went to purple light place and slack wif mj lol talk talk talk talk rubbish all came out hehehehehhehe girls ma hahahaha lazy to update le lol

stamach ach hahaha erm yeah wen home bout 11 :) had a great day lol


wriiten by 'fuzzy' the rabbit

dis is the first time my blog got so mani pics hahhaha


n long



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tyin to make my blog longer hahaha

















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10042008 thu



i hate it
I HATE IT
i hate it
I HATE IT



FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK OFF OFF OFF
GOSH DAM IT

09042008 wed


hmm... life without sparks is so meaninless, life without flame is oso meaninless
hmm... life without u ...
hmm... i dun noe lah . as the days goes pass i feel hmm..

environment changes
surrounding changes
life changes
ppl changes
economic changes lol

i will still be the same old jean always tellin mi to be more encouraging , hav more confident and self esteem, but i cant walkin on the streets lookin at the floor wondering is this a happy way to live my life ,??? i tel myself dun care wad other ppl think , dun care wad other ppl say as long as i m happy wif myself is all tat i need BUT i still will listen and their sayin or comments makes mi feel so LOUSY AND USELESS , cant be a better person cant be the girl i wanna to be cant be ... i dun noe zzzz my brother is a pisser haha dotz

jean signing off blah smiles (ya rite)

09042008

zzz missing u so bad haha dotz u r soooo bbusy wif sch tat msg oso got no time zzz so sad :( different sch lol hahaha i dun noe lah maybe i m jus freaking sensitive lol blah.....

hahaz z z z nvm today wed hmmm didnt hav to work cuz my aunt last min tel mi she won't be goin to the office yeah so sian lor zzz today's activities mapple lol zzz so sian hahahahhaah

FUZZY the new ADDITION IN THE FAMILY






lol fat and cute hehehe see the way she eats grass so cute hehehe fat fat lol zzz yeah heheheheheheh . . . . . .talk to her lor emoers lol


argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg i m missing u like mad omg one day dun ,msg i feel so uneasy, 2 days dun msg i wan to slp ,3 days dun msg my hand itch to irritate u ,4 days dun msg i EMO LIAO lol zzzzzz slpy haha i cut my hair


lol update my blog who will read zzzz

i m afraid jus afraid everyone is in different places and differnt part of the country afraid tat everyone will lose contact hp n com is useless thought i dun noe lah i feel so sendimental lol and afraid zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

08042008

the second day of the starting of poly life for gor gor lol stress rite lol nvm will get use to it de onli noe u sure no time liao hahahaha


hmm yesterday wen to see gor's bb match hahah his group won "yeah" can get into semi- finals lol wohoo happi lol mi evelyn n mei jia keep talkin n i keep crapping hahaha

yeah finals on friday yeah can go see lol today tue hmmmm . . . . .

gosh dam it i kinda regreted nt signing up for the workshop rather den the camp lol hate camp i oso dun noe y i will sign up for the camp hahaha so sian lol i dun wan to go lol zzz i m so pathetic hahahaha

i give up
i give up
I TOTALLY GIVE UP

I dun noe wad u wan i dun noe wad to do

argggg...... i dun noe dun noe dun noe





FUCK IT

04042008



fat ass haiz i feel like a failure loser omg z z z nvm i m so ... chio chio chio chio chio chio i m feelin depressed lol hauz

04042008



fat ass haiz i feel like a failure loser omg z z z nvm i m so ...

04042008

haha early in the morning wake up so early lah didnt hav a good nite slp cant slp again dam it dun noe wad i thinking lah think until cannot slp hahahhaah erm .. wen to the temple in bishan dere pray so mani ppl omg almost died cuz of the smoke of the joss stick wa hahaha :) fun ok lah veri tiring cuz i was half dead argg.g.g.g i wanna go out am so sick at home arg.g.g.g no one to ask to go out ask oso dun noe they will wan hahaha sian sian ook lah since i m half dead i go make my self FULL dead lol dotz dun find mi le lol fully dead zzzzz lame shit bye

03042008

ok tomolo is 04042008 lol cheng ming jie lol go pray time tat is y raining .... lol lame omg today whole day wen out wif my god-ma lol lol keep eating hahahaha dotz nth to say le lol bb





hate dis piece of face :(

blog no. 342 02 04 2008

yeah day three of stayin home lol ok maybe nt stayin at home the whole day lol i goin to work le hahahah happy lol part time de lol so is ok lol lame


love is no fool
dreams come true haha
dun u think dis sentences is nice ?? lol watch the 7 o clock show "ah wang " lol cute hahaha

yeah i watched "an empress and the warriors " the show is fantatasic lol if u love action pack movie romance and SAD ENDINGDS lol den watch the show lol hahahah
her lover
her childhood brother ,
her father all died lol dun u think it is veri sad and is becuz to protect her and a greedy guy . . . .

01042008


the rotting of jean's life day 2 lol action

hahah same woke up at 930 rot hahahaha azz so full jus had lunch omg i realli m getting in love wif my blog skin so cute lol



HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY Ppl so sian cant prank ppl hahahahahaha nvm still got next year hehehe