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ok i think i am realli veri bored and fcukin bo liao lol dis is like the 3rd time i changed my blog skin in the month of march omg sux sux sux



THIS IS THE LOVE I FOUND

this is the life i found ,hopein it would be a fairytale, where dere is always happy endings,no tears, no regretes
this is the love i found , hopein it would end up like wad i had in mind .
guessing it was jus a dream
everyday wen i dream about u,hopein tat u will appear anywhere but i guess it is jus my dream , thinking and wishing why cant we be like them . maybe this is wad u call fate,no one relationship is the same,no one's heart is the same too ! jus be happy wif wad u've got,jus be appreciative wif wad u've have cuz nt everyone hav it too .hmmmmmmmmm
so this is the life i found dreamin wads gonna happen tomorrow
this is the love i found maybe is nt so bad afterall all u need is understanding and patience

arg sux sux sux lol


omg this song got no tune lol




jus blogging for the fun of it like as if any one would see blah

hav u ever wondered to jus stay at home everyday well tat is jus wad i m doin rite now :) ok lets see i woke up at 9 30 today and jus sat in front of the com the whole day lookin gor tibits to eat anad water to drink . jus watch tv and play com everyday whos life can be worst than mine .

afterrnoon tv programme are never nice haiz ... i jus wish i could slp and slp and never wake up sux sux sux i fcukin hate my suxin life so no life so no happening omg i rather go create something fun like maybe exciting things haha like doin stupid things lol goin crazy running round my hse jumpin in the pool see how long i can hold my breathe fcuk lah wad am i thinking lol

treat everyone equally omg = oh my gosh argg.... fcuk fcuk fcuk z z z z z nice shirt brand i seriously dun noe wad i do lah i jus feel veri stress as usual no one's home hehehehe ... so fun dotz haiz jus wish time faster pass until the time i wan it to stop but too bad too sad too pathetic haha no more 1 oclock news lol dotz fcuk lah I AM BORED OMG hate jean she is the world's no. 1 loser

i dun understand wad did i do today why u like so cold de zzz ok maybe nt cold jus veri nt u today z z zi dun even rmb offending u did i offend u ??? haiz i dun noe lah zzz



so sian lor tomolo is monady no work yeah goin to be so boring lol hu cares i oso got no life haiz ... i jus wannaa be a happy go lucky girl cant be bothered arg... so sian lol zzz cant slp agaun omg my dad off the lighte lol cant see the keyboard wa hahahahah zzz so sian haiz stress stress stress z z z haiz



wad did i do wad did i do zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz my head hurts i scare if i msg u i will irritate u , make u angry maybe i think too much but i cant help t cuz u never tell mi so i keep guessing

stomach ach lol so cold omg i dun wan fall sick i sure sian lol zzzz

stomach ach lol so cold omg i dun wan fall sick i sure sian lol zzzz

omg i thiink i am super pathetic lol even my bf the test i can score 50 lol omg i feel so pathetic

omg i thiink i am super pathetic lol even my bf the test i can score 50 lol omg i feel so pathetic

haha yesterday was super fun was the last day of work hahaha so happy lol no need go un=bi anymore lol yohoo


lol bought mini muffins for gor gor lol and played wif champion and brought home to let my bro play heheheh she is so freakin cute i jus wanna hug her and slp at nite lol z z z she shitted half way lol z z z she is so cute gor fed her pepsi twist lol her tongue is super long wa hahaha ... she so cute omg i am goin crazy haha zzz ok so sian lol everyday sit can feel my butt is hugh wa hahahhaha

currently slacking hahaah omg i so pathetic lol z z z goin to change ,y blog skin again bored of it lol cutting hair soon as it is so irriataing HOT
omg
lol

nt goin home early again today hahah aomg i am gettign addicted to bisciuts hahaha been starin at the com for 1 weeks already next week will do more staring ahhaha playing games lol i jus blog for the fun of bloging

as i hav nth better to do tel mi AM I PATHETIC OR WAD near to lol or maybe is wa hahaha goin shoppin once i get my pay so goin buy shoes and slippers lol clothes cheap ones lol i buget lame omg


i feel like i am talkin to myself hahah so zzz
ok nvm used to it i m a loner duh !!!!!!

bored everyday sitting on the chair hahaha eat sit eat sit see i oso fat dotz lol 3 more kg jus eat lah lol haha i realli so veri sian as i seriously am a freakin big ass loner haha haiz no one to find all so busy
mom to boring lol dotz slp lor hahaha sux sux sux sux sux this is the worst life anyone can ever lived OH MY GOSH
haha
"puppy power " lame goin buy ear piece (is it spelled like tat??) lol hu cares lol


i m goin to get super scared of books soon OMG OMG OMG


omg i realli wan to die lah fish so BORING BORING BORING BORING i wan a lap top
do i even exist b4 u ??? i dun feel my existence in u sobs :(
wen i m free u r nt , wen i m u r nt
wen u r happy , i m happy
wen u r sad , i m sad
wen u r excited , i feel ur happiness
haiz

it is goin to rain as i look at the sky dun u think tat the weather will affect ur mood ???
if dere is a sun u are happy and filled wif fun
rain u noe ;p heavy rain , drizzling , showers
if it looks like it is goin to rain but still got sun means ur mood is undecided lol lAME ZZZZ
i will never go to the LIBRARY ANY MORE see more books i wan to cry hhahaha i hav been seeing books for 4 mths straight worst den in sch lol enough is wnough wa hahaa ok i think i better go the blog looks long nt like as if i care

i seriously don't noe wad i wan i feel so dejected and off arg. . . reading other ppl blogs wondering y my life cant be asa fulfiling as them haiz


tomolo last day of work happy goin to be so free next week until schs starts hahahhaha wonder wad am i goin to do zzzz think think

i am so pathetic haha i wan go shoppin lol dotz

accept wad u hav
if u dun like u cant do anything oso apreicate wads in ur life


becuz things are FATED AND DESTINY

i m determined to gain 3 more kg lol jus hope the fats go to the rite places wa hahahahha dotz eatin meat now lol omg lol dotz

i m determined to gain 3 more kg lol jus hope the fats go to the rite places wa hahahahha dotz eatin meat now lol omg lol dotz

omg ppl tel mi wad is more sian thdan sitting in front of the com ND STONE using it wen the boss is out omg hu can be more pathetic den mi zzz 3 more days and i m out of jail hahahah so sian lor zzzz sux so cold so unglamde so hungry arg . . . goin wear specs soon le lah shit ;p got a new job already lol so ksu lol


one day i m so bringing my dad so spa ok random lol so sian zzzz lets go clubbing shit i veri hungry

never drink coffe wen u goin to slp hahhaa i felt super awake lah ll can t even slp lol i keep talkin haha and my mum said i was super talkative haahahahha



today is 25 march and he never wish mi aything sobs lol zzz so sian i m expelled in my own world fcuk
doin stock take omg my forehead the pimples realli is veri bad lol heart pain hahhahaha
so sian yeah is wed le hahahaha

my life is super boring so no life

arg yeah i goin to be super addicted to GARLIC haha garlic for breakfast , garlic for lunch and garlic for dinner and supper hahahhaha dotz i m goin to fart alot lol dotz omg garlic is my life foin to hav garlic breathe hehehe :) dotz lol oomg


hmmm today is sunday haiz time pass slow another boring day at home i guess cuz some ppl are jus super uncontactable wad is worst than tat haiz

omg yesterday i and my dad like movie maraton lol we watched channel 5 bulletproof monk althought we watched already we watched again nth to do ma lol than after tat channel 5 news and 'how to lose a guy in 10 days ' say i slow lah but the show is so nice so romantic lol in the in both of them fell for each other so cool lol but i was super irritated by the girl hahah she is sosososos pretty the guy is cute thought lol dotz haiz so lucky

but it is a show i guess the movie even happened in real life hahah lucky ppls lol dotz stomach ach hahahaha



















omg i m still stress wad can i do argg go yoga bye

arggg i m so irrtated i m feelin so so so so os o so so freakin angry arggggggg

TODAY IS SAT lol goin for a check up later at 4.30 sian go check o see f i got cancer lol dotz jus changed my blog skin again tat is how bored i m lol dotz goin play maple i guess so sian yeah last week of work wohoo so happy lol dotz




goin out wif gor gor tomolo hahaaha so sian lah can onli c him once a week always so busy wif ball if nt slpin lol zzzz haha ok done so nth to type anymore lol

dam i noe i am nt important to u u dun even remember mi gosh wa hahaha so sian today is good friday i dun even see any good bout it jus another sickering day wen to ntuc wif my family as i was too bored at home com to sian lol no one to talk to so was oso slping the whole day hahah sure grow fat lol so sian zzzzz sux sux sux sux sux i hate mi

wad would u do if u noe ur days are limited ???? wad if my days are limited :)

omg i feel so stress dam it i feel so fcuk up argggggggg i jus feel like slpin slpin so i can dun care bout anything dam it i dun noe wad to do i m veri confused arg...places i wan to go always end up goin wif the ppl i dun wan to go wif fcuk lah i feel so arggggggg .......... cry cry onli noe how to cry stupid useelss giirl

argggg i jus wanna die

dun u jus think it is veri tiring to pretend u dun noe
haiz i super dun understand wad did i do to deserve to be treated like tat omg my water taste like mango juice lol zzzz
so sian eyes goin drop out le arggggggggg.



i dun understand my life and i am goin crazy
i dun understand the ppl around mi too i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe arg.,..... i jus wan to pretend bluff myself dreamin the undreamable lol fuck hate this kind of feelin gosh dam it

ello ppl wa hahah so bored lah sitting infront of my work place the com doin stock takin lol the books are like freakin heavy ok zzzzzzzzz fats and muscles lol dotz



so emo lol good friday is dis friday de obviously lol haha off so happy yeah haha


haiz so sian y do thing tat i dun wish to see or hear always so unlucky will see or hear one veri stress leh make mi so nt myself sobs lol zzzz so sian bb

ppl are born like tat even if they dislike their appearance lol some ppl are born sexy hot some are jus plain and normal so weird haiz ... mi i m obviously plain hahaha dotz .... seeing ppl blogs jus makes mi so infereal lol jus so bored zzzz haha i m so lame lol but i should be happy wif wad i hav lol ppl will never be satified even if they are pretty and hot lol no one will get satified wif wad they hav realli ... even mi myself n i omg sian i wan to slp already


pimples pooping like mad i m goin to be disfigured soon wa hahahah lame omg i m realli bored

parents out of house ,is a mess lol made ribena ice blended lol so bored br... is cold ahahhaa pimples popping like no body business lol zzz puberty hahahaha lame no is stress by work hate it i cant take stress so pathetic lol zzz gordon got 2 laptop omg gonna kaapo one alot of ant sia shit head lol



jus so bored at home and i created lame things



i think the pictures is cute hahahha omg my hair jus dropped lol i m on a strict diet ok i m lame hahahah bye go play sims

fcukin pissed off omg i freakin hate myself i super dun noe wad is wrong wif mi i m feelin so super vex i jus wanna be left alone arg .. y cant things go the way i wan fcuk ... i m so arg ggggggg dam it too bad for mi lor hu ask mi si unlucky in everything i do haiz

??? sian yeah finished wrapping 9000 books so happy yeah lol within 3 days my butt hurts lol zzz haiz lol yeah so sian today is friday lol so happy lol tomolo is sat no need to work lol omg i m freak out





playin face book sian lol so bored until like tat some one entertain mi

rain rain rain all the sky noe is rain haiz so sian everyday so cold so boring onli rain haiz affect everyone's mood dam it lah zszzz wen it rain it rain so many days wen it is sunny it sunny for so mani days weird weather hahahah sian emo emo emo stupid weather help mi emo more haiz ... arg ... s o stress dam it lol zzzzz sian lah fish cake wif chocolate topping

rain rain rain all the sky noe is rain haiz so sian everyday so cold so boring onli rain haiz affect everyone's mood dam it lah zszzz wen it rain it rain so many days wen it is sunny it sunny for so mani days weird weather hahahah sian emo emo emo stupid weather help mi emo more haiz ... arg ... s o stress dam it lol zzzzz sian lah fish cake wif chocolate topping

i'm sry

so sian every day come home from work so late zzz

full jus finished dinner haha i took 3 hours to jus go for a stupid check up ok lol zzz an i saw 3 chio bu hahaha short but chio leh lol lol i goin tp sure veri infereal lol zz today work is super boring

omg today is 10 march hahahah ... ran away from work happy lol



today woke up at 7 as usual cant slp le so got up and stone lol called tp to ask bout my enrolment yeah wen ice skating wif gor gor and my cousins haha was veri fun to mi hahaha my cousins kept bullying mi n him lol so cute hahah yeah wen home after tat so tired yawn zzz lol gordon bought a packet of 6 dounts lol he eat 5 i eat 1 lol i was super ful lol ....
tomolo mus go for check up yeah so tired mus slp early or nt tomolo i m a zombie sian jun nt workin tomolo i think i will be super super super bored haiz ... zzz wonder wad it feels like to be in love haha where the person will shower u wif things lol erm like i dun noe dis kind of feelin veri hard to express lol stupid com still cant fix haiz lol sian haha zzzz



bro psle dis year stil dun wanna study dun wan him end up like mi waste one more year haiz life cannot look back on things tat i regreted look forward lor wad can i do jus dun do the same mistakes again lol BUT sometthings in life CAN LOOK BACK DE lol depands on wad it is le haha lame shit i m always crapping around yeah



gor gor gor gor :X random

omg the best part i cant get into the enrolment of my poly omg how pathetic sharks zzzzz

yeah lol i m so super happy n tired today hehehehe dotz ... so tired hahah goin do my enrolment on the last day hehehhehehehe

omg 1 more blogg and is 300 blogging altogether hahahahaha so cool lol yeah now in the office took over jun's job so i can use the com to check things lol omg my butt feels so flat lol i was like sitting the whole day le omg now is 5pm argg still got 2 hours to go zzzzzzzzz my blog feels so empty


my grandma jus left us all yesterday the feelin of someone leaving u 4ever is veri PAINFUL even though i m nt veri close to my grandma , dere is stil memories.my dad was veri sad lol he cried until his eyes is super red lol he told mi tat his mum (ny grandma) will always take his dad's car key to bring my mum out for dating lol so sweet hahahahaha ...... but a fact is a fact wad gone is gone onli memories left as long as she is in our heart , she is nt gone yeah

my granpa left 10 years ago now my grandma wen to join him .



tat is y i learn to treasure ppl yes cuz u will never noe wen they will go or jus leave u the feelin is realli super painful like something jus pirced through ur heart and the troat is stuck and the tears keeps on falling



if ppl do treasure u , u will be able to feel it hahahahhahaha

wads urs is urs , wad is nt urs is nt urs dun force dere will be no satisfatry yeah slowly accept it









DIS IS LIFE

life is superr unexpected ... my grandma passed away on feb 29 , she was suffering from stomach cancer the stupid doctor say still got 1 or 2 weeks to survive but ... she passeed on nt even after 24 hours the doctor is a bluffer haiz



so unexpected life is so unprecidiable ppl come and go any time so is better to treasure and apperciate everyone tat steped into ur life because dere is a meaning of it happening .......