i jus feel like diein.... y mus dere be such things called jealousy or even hated or lair or .....
haiz haiz...
i jus feel like diein everytime any comes to mi .. i dun think i will hav any one to turn too already ... goin out wif mi was to give mi face if i were to keep my mouth shut from the first day i steped into sgs i wouldnt hav to be like wad i m now .. i freakin regreted comin into a mix sch i should hav stayed where i belong n nt some where i dun

the feelin is jus so strong i realli dun like it cuz it hurts i guess ...... wen it rains i m cryin i hardly see rainbow so i m never happy NEVER life is always full of trick n things u dun wan it to happen .... maybe tat is y god created us to hav a taste of life (ya wad crap i dun even noe wad the hell i m typin)
haiz.................................................................................


some ppl r jus gorgeous
some ppl r jus pathetic
some ppl r jus freaky
some ppl r jus perfect
some ppl r jus brillant
some ppl r jus so lucky


i guess i lie no where



i m full of hated n jealousy i guess i should be left alone

no one will ever wan to noe mi
they will regret .....
problems are all kept deep down in my heart wif no one to share it too



i should jus let it go but it is never easy cuz i treasure everthing tat is dear to mi




my heart hurts i feel like cryin




if i realli cant think positive i dun wan to suffer any more i might jus leave everything even if i m gone u won rmb mi rite i noe u won no one will no one would realize i existed onli my family maybe ... i dun even noe i exist... jean is jus a name tat is left in ur memory but the face not ........



I WAN TO RUN AWAY
THE PAIN IS JUS KILLING
I GUESS I WILL NEVER NOE WAD IT FEELS TO BE WANTED
I WILL NEVER NEVER NOE WAD IS HAPPINESS OR SADNESS
I DO NOT WAN TO BE WAD I M NOW IF I COULD I WAN TO RELIVE MY LIFE AGAIN START ALL OVER I WAN TO BE MORE PRESENTABLE I WAN TO BE A BETTER LOOKIN ONE ...... BUT I NOE I M DREAMIN




STOP LIVING IN A WORLD OR FANTASI WAKE UP DIS IS REALITY