LEAVE EVERYTHING BEHIND and CARRY ON .... STAND UP PLS ... DUN HURT MYSELF LIKE TAT

Date: Sunday, May 04, 2008

Time: 4:48 PM

04052008 sunday

SOMETIMES I REALLI WISH I EITHER WASNT BORN OR WAS DEAD gosh but sometimes am happy i m a alive haiz i realli dun noe lah i m tired of planning things already i tried i did try dun ever say i never i will kill u .
i hav the WERIEST LIFE EVER zzz everytime wen i think it will happen if will go the OPPOSITE wen i think it won happen it will fuckin hell happen wa pissed off lah life jus cant go according to wad i wan de lor pissed REALLI wonder wad i did in my last life to deserve a current life like dis i m so useless ...... no confidence , no esteem , no life , no future, no nth , no brain zzz

gosh gosh gosh zzz is veri sian de lor haiz wen u are freakin lookin forward to an event or anything and either someone cant make it or the whole thing is cancelled arg tat moment i realli feel like killing ppl or best MYSELF yeah

i try i fail i try i fail but if u stop trying tat is the worst FAILURE but for mi i always fail so i never try nt at all ya maybe i did but i stopped i dun believe in tellin myslef i can do it cuz i noe i cant i noe myself best . i always bluff myself ahahahahah running away from problems de lol
dun reallli like poly life lol veri hard lor haiiz can die zzzzzzzz my class ppl all so smart lol i so stress haaha jus afraid i will be a drop out haiz
everyone has problems sian lor haiz i dun noe i dun noe i dun noe zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Be A Good Girl or no one wants U ...... let's club till its dawn lalala
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