27052008 tue


i jus hate accounts lah argg,gg i hate every subject in poly arh cuz i dun understand zzz even if i listen in class gosh today last period is accc and guess wad my worst nitemare is starting

ACCOUNTS SHIT and i thought i can escape i cant in sec sch in class wen doin acc so stress now in poly oso so stress super sian lah the ppl in class so smart they understand the topic the freakin understsnd the topic within wad 5 WEEKS n i fcukin hell take 3 whole years n i still sux at tat topic OMG kill mi jus kill

is the same every year i guess ppl whom noe how to do the subjects will always pretend they dun and score cooly well . in class do so fast and den so noisy zzzzz den i jus feel like killing myself cuz i haven finish and even if i finished is all wrong tel mi I M SLOW everyone in my class the understanding power so fast lah jus say and they understand i feel so stupid lor with them zzzz cuz i take FOREVER to understand i jus feel so INFEREAL zzzzzz my eng is bad my POM is shit my econs dun take bout it my acc haiz i study so mani years still lose ppl whom onli studied 5 WEEKSSsss

den if i give up now my dad will jus kill mi ,test is all next week and i m nt prepared nt at all lah haiz haiz haiz everytime in class i jus feel so stress lah i jus wanna cry :((( i realli miss my sec5 class mates at least we r all the same zzzz i realli feel veri lousy zzzzzzz i dun noe lah i jus dun noe wad to do sobs sobs lol jus tat we jus learn things and the subjects nt stored in the head yet test already ZZZZZZZ

the teachers so heartless lah zzzzzzz jus teach finish test never even give us time to realli let it sink in z come hm project wa my holiday realli is a great one i tell u omg lol zzzzzzzz sian lah hahah
mus be hardworkin hahahahahah sure can mus jia you i mustnt lose zzzzzzz poly frens are so diff from sec sch lol zzzzzzzzzz i dunnoe smile lah
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