LEAVE EVERYTHING BEHIND and CARRY ON .... STAND UP PLS ... DUN HURT MYSELF LIKE TAT

Date: Thursday, July 31, 2008

Time: 12:04 AM

30072008

have u ever wondered wad the future holds? wad the future brings? wad will happen to u wen u are like 20, 30, 40 etc ? i onli noe that life enjoys making fun of ppl .
hmmm..... worry bout now first lol had a great time at dance today yeah lol
i jus feel my blog is getting more and more lonely that i jus dun wan to waste time le lol
yeah now doin my econs project lol pathertic haha zzzz. i dun noe lah i jus feel so stressed up to the brim. That i realli feel like jus killing any one that steps in my way. haiz emo and unemo.
i veri nice to bully is it dun say anything onli ppl will jus cont. to say n say . nth to say back so jus keep quiet lor i oso got no back mountain to help mi. hmmm.... i can onli store and store and burst at the end jus dun noe wen the end will come wait lor hmmm.... wad can i do, wad can i say am i seriously so irritatin?? so unlovable?? so wad lol hmmm i wonder lol i jus wan to be perfect i am freakin tryin but i cant seem to do it. my brain works so slow worst than a snail lol i am gettin worst day by day i can sense the emotion in mi . i m afriad i will nt be able to control it haha ok i m lam lol zzzzzz
but i realli wan to give up on myself already i feel veri tired to study , to care , to bother bout anything . i realli veri scare scare i worry alot but i cant help it i wan to be A POSITIVE person i ;m realli tryin veri hard but everytime i see somethings that will demoralized mi i totally become negative haiz ...... so hard so hard everytime wen i m tryin to stand up someone or something will push mi and make mi fall. i jus hope the people in my life will stay and never leave mi i dun wan to be left standing alone. some regrets can be made to unregrets as in it can be fix

ok done emoin lol haha tmr is a new day look ahead to new things and happening ...

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